Hey...I'm, well just call me 'Kaz' .I've never really liked my name that's why no-one knows my real name.Anyways...
lets just get straight to it, I love pissing off my teachers yup, its fun, I get let off most times but lets not get too far into that now,
some of my favourite bands are BVB and ATL, I like the colours red, green and black.Yes black and if you've got a problem with that well then, well fuck you:). I don't talk a lot, I had to move away from my friends and my family.
So lets start, my parents are fucked up my dads a shit hole and my mums too stupid and too vulnerable to leave him.
I have a younger brother, he gets on my nerves but I miss him and my mum, I even miss my dad sometime and I hate myself for it.Then again I hate myself all the time, oh yeah I suffer from depression, no-one knows, obviously apart from my parents and my older sister, oh and self harm yep I do a lot of that and that's why the teachers put up with me
but I hate it, I want no, I NEED a reaction from them.I hate all the pathetic looks they give me like I'm so fragile but I'm not!
Anything else?.....oh ye I have a weird phobia of boys I'm trying to over come....I can talk to them now, without sounding like too much of an idiot.If there's anything else ill just tell u guys on the way.
Chapter 1 (Might be more fun than I thought)
I'm walking down the corridor to get to my dorm, oh thank the lord I got a map from the... strangely manly headteacher Miss Walls.
Thank God she knew about my depression and all coz she was just about to assign me a bloody freekin 'buddy'.EEUUGHH
Oh and BTW no I'm not religious, with all the Lord and God stuff I just say weird things, actually i don't believe in God at all.
(no offence at all to religious people)
Oh YES I see it, door number '333' lol 3's my favourite number...don't ask why.
Ok lets not look like an idiot, lets put my bags down slowly...not that there heavy I'm actually quit strong but I have quiet a lot of them...
ok now lets get my key-
"HEYY!" OH MY LORD that pitch couldn't have been any higher. I turned slowly to face a girl long blond hair, blue eyes, taller than me but I'm really short and fat but anyways...I tilt my head up, slightly, to her and glare... yup glare.
"ohh um hey I ...I didn't mean to be so loud I just..um"...she's really trying, damn I love scaring people.
"Its fine" I say sort of monotone but it cheered her up, I didn't smile though, I rarely do but she did.
"oh good coz the way you were looking at me i thought you might eat me...OMG no i didn't mean u look like u eat people or anything-"
"OMG can u calm the fuckin hell down and i won't eat you" I practically screamed but not too loud for other people to hear. [I didn't mean it obviously, I don't actually eat people]
"oh-k sorry ur new right? I thought u might need some help but you found your way."she beamed at me.. I still didn't smile.
"uh ye I'm new....I'm good with maps I guess...I don't need any help you can go ...um do what u normally do at this time" I wan't sure what to say she seemed nice .. not a lot of people are nice to me I didn't want to be too mean.
"ok if you need anything just ask oh im Anna BTW, Annabel" she said."kk thx"
I was just about to turn around when i saw a group of people from the croner of my eye 3 guys...woopyy!(please note the sarcasm) and 4 girls.
the guys didn't look like they were having much fun, one girl in particular was watching me, darkish red hair(quit cool actually)brown eyes soooo skinny urgh no fair.SO i stared back she looked a little taken aback but stared back at me. One of the guys looked at me taller than me (yet again)
black hair (quit fit to be honest) he saw what i was doing and looked...pleased? as if she deserved my glare...LOL.
By that time all the girls were looking at me, they were eyeing my clothes oh ye, black zip up hudie, black tights and yes black shorts on top
(but they went past my knees).Oh and lets not forget my wrist bands black and white, I did cover them a bit though.
They were looking at me disgusted, and by now all the guys were almost..smiling at me?
OH-K??? I sort of froze for a sec and heard the girl with red hair say "eww What the fuck is she wearing"
I looked straight into her eyes, smiled yes I smiled but more of a smirk and flipped her off, yes middle finger and of course i didn't just stand there i walked into my dorm room....THAT WAS AWESOME, this might be more fun than I thought but why were those guys looking at me as if they were proud.
Oh well ill probably find out soon, oh happy me(SARCASM)
AUTHERS NOTE------I'm not great at writing this is just something for me to do in spare time, I like to let my feelings out, please try to be as nice as possible and don't rely on my to update too quickly I have exams and shit to do. Any questions just post on the comment or send me a message.
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