I picked up the phone, un-known number..? What the fuck?
I wasn’t sure whether to answer it or not, after a few rings I answered it
‘Hello, K*****, it’s me Jane, I…. I got a call from Damon, he told me what happened Kaz, we need to’ that’s all I heard, I ended the call and dropped the phone out of my hand, my face was expressionless.
I ran, ran to my room, locked myself in…. then started screaming and banging on the room joined to mine.
‘OMG REALLY, when I fucking asked you not you, HOW did you get to my therapist, you sadistic bastard wanker!’
I collapsed onto the floor, sliding down the wall next to the door; Damon came in through that door just seconds after.
‘Kaz I had to, you need as much help as you can get’
‘I!!!? I need help? No! You need help, do you know what she’ll do to me!? You have no idea what it’s like, to have someone look at you disappointingly when they demand to see your scars!’ I couldn’t breathe ‘I’ (deep breath in) ‘god my parents have been informed, OMG I promised my sister I wouldn’t cut again’ (deep breath) ‘you dick!’ I started breathing rapidly, I couldn’t catch my breath.
‘Omg Kaz where is your asthma pump?!!?!’
‘That…that doesn’t matter’
‘OMG Kaz I swear, tell me!!’ he started demolishing my room trying to find it, as soon as I could feel that I was about to pass out I crawled under my bed and pulled out a little box, with just enough energy. Damon came up to me and tipped the whole box out…bad idea, all my sharps fell out…. He picked my pump up and helped me use it.
I slowly began to breathe properly.
‘Omg Kaz, please, don’t do that again, EVER!’
He was angry….and sad at the same time
‘I’m sorry’ I said really quickly and gave him a hug…but I couldn’t let go, we sat there for a while until Val and Daniel came back with a very upset Zayden, Damon got up straight away after whispering sorry to me.
They exchanged a few words so I got up and sat on my bed thinking about my therapist.
‘Hey’ Zayden walked up to me
‘Hey’ I smiled, he laughed back slightly, then his expression turned serious, ‘they’re all busy, wonna come see my room?’ My eyes went slightly wide, ‘Oh god no I didn’t mean it like that’
‘HAHA dw, sure, just let me change’ I grabbed some random clothes and changed in the bathroom then me and Zayden left the other guys to talk.....im my room... oh well.
A/N ~~~~ Sorry I forget to update....its slightly short....(thats what she said) :D lol hope you liked it (thats what he said) LOL OMG i cant stop.... lol ok ill go, ill try update soon!!!
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Un wanted and Un loved but do things really change?
Sonstiges'K' goes through a lot, dosn't have a lot of friends, doesn't like a lot of people but can she get through that with someones help? After she moves from her family and friends? How many teachers does she manage to piss off? :P and does anyone find o...
