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Back to school

Even with my face messed up, I went to school. I wouldn't put on makeup, its something I dont like to do. I can't cover myself up. But anyways I got up, took a shower, wet my hair so it can get curly, and got dressed. I put on my black and white joggers that said "PINK" on the side, with a white crop top and a matching sweater and my all blacks. I knew today would be a long day.
*Later on at school*
I walked into homeroom to see Jayy hugged up on some girl who mugged me. I didnt really care, I kinda thought he liked me though. It hurt me to see it but I couldn't tell myself that. So I walked passed him and sat down. He looked at me and I seen anger in his eyes.
Jayy: move rq shorty.
The girl moved and mugged me harder.
Jayy: What the **** happened to your face.
Me: why do you care? Go hug back on your girlfriend.
Jayy: I mean you ain't ever text me back or hmu so I thought you didnt care.
Me: Look at my face, does it look like I had time to text you back?
Jayy: ion have time for you, your actin way to much maa, so lemme tell you wassup, we ain't gonna talk, text, non of that.
Me: okay
I ran out of the class room crying, I did care, a lot. He just didn't care, at all.
*end of the day*
I walk out of school and sit in the back, and I cry, that's all I do. I want to be strong about all the things happening to me but I can't. I hear Jayy talking and a couple laughs. I wiped my eyes and sat there. Then Jayy came up to me, and looked at me. I covered my face, I dont want him to look at me.
Jayys pov
She just looked like she was going through a lot. I thought about her almost all day I cut her off cause I was catching feelings, but thugs dont catch feelings. I lifted up her head, cause she tried to hide her face. I kissed her forehead qnd hugged her, she cried into my shirt.
Me: Wats wrong maa? You gotta talk to me so I can help.
Nani: I can't, it will get worst everything will get worst.
I kissed her and told her I would text her as soon as I could. She gave me a weak smile and said "okay". I bit my lip and I kissed her again but deeper. And she kissed back. Then she walked away.