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Growing closer or futher?

Nani pov
Being with Jayy has opened my mind to different things, while I try to balance my thoughts, he comes into the room.
Jayy: Nani you good?
Me: Yea, just thinking
Jayy: Well I'm boutta bounce so ion knoo if you're going to stay here or..?
Me: Yea, I'm fine just staying here,
Jayy: Aight, stay safe ma ,
He kissed me on my cheek and left the house, I took a nap. I woke up to the door being pounded on, I went to go look to see who it was, it was just another one of Jayys old shortys. I opened the door,
???: Bitch where is Jayy?
Me: Why? That's not your nigga, that's my nigga🤷🏽‍♀️
???: mm that's you're nigga but he was just with me a couple days ago, my favs😭, oh yea and tell him I'm pregnant and that when he's ready to stop fucking with lames to come back home.
My heart fell out my chest, with no hesitation I punched her in her face, and I closed the door before I fought a women with another human in her. Why would Jayy do something like this? Is she lying to get between us or is she telling the truth? As 101 things ran through my mind I wanted to call and question him, but I waited until he came back.
......
Me: Jayy, a girl came by today, she said she's pregnant with your child...
Jayy: Fuck, I'm sorry Nani nbs,
Before he could try to make an excuse for his actions I just up and left, putting myself through more pain wasn't worth it. This is the first person I've had strong feelings for, and I don't want to constantly be hurt. I went for a walk, until I was lost, not only was I lost mentally, but I had no idea where I had went. All of a sudden I seen darkness, and as I screamed and cried no one heard me.

Guys I'm honestly sorry I've been gone for so long, text me with any ideas or comments, thank you all❤️