Cecilia is my verbal bully.
"Your so fat and ugly,I'm surprised that he's so good at acting.You know that he was acting,right?"she asks as she cocks her head to the side.I bite my lip and nod my head.
"Good.You should go.I think that everyone would be happierYour literally worthless.There's more space in the halls when your 'sick'." she air quotes.She walks away laughing with her wanna-be's.I'm so hurt,she's said worse to me though.I just nod and make my way to the bathroom.I look at myself in the mirror.Maybe I am ugly.Maybe I am fat.Maybe I am worthless.Maybe everyone will be happier if I wasn't here.Maybe even my brother.
"Your only human,y'know"I hear a girls voice say.I turn around and see a beautiful standing before me.
"What do you mean?You wouldn't understand, you're beautiful."I say back to her.She looks away and turns to the mirror.
"I was just like you.You're beautiful.You're under weight.The more beautiful you are,The more people whish they were just like you.Therefore they brake you down so that they can be more 'powerful' over you."she says.
Is she lying?
I fake a smile.
"Thank you.I should go."I say
"I'm Alexis."she smiles
"I'm Arial."I say and walk out.
The rest of the day was about same at the morning,shit.
I walk out the school doors only to be pushed.
"Oh look Waters fell."I hear a boy laugh.It can only be Devin.
"Are you gunna get up or lay there like a piece of shit you are?"He asks.I get up and he takes me to the back of the school where no one could see.He punches me.Over and over again.He slaps me.
"Stop acting like you own everyone and stop acting like a slut."He says while holding me up against the wall.He lets me go.I slide down the wall.I cry.I should die.
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"Oh okay."he looks down
"good bye."I hug him.He hugs me back.
"Try and have a good day."He says kissing the crown of my head.I smile.I grab my car keys and gets into my car.
I arrive and walk straight to my locker.Trying to ignore the nasty comments and death glares people send me.I press my lips together to stop myself from crying.
Just as I open my locker,Mr.Hero walks past.He doesn't see me but I smile a small smile and put my head down.
He'll never like me,I'm ugly and fat.
I bite my lip and get my binders then walk to first class.
I have had a carefree day today.The lyrics of pierce the Vail-bulletproof love are blering in my head.I can't stop thinking of one the lines.
'My love for you was bulletproof but your the one who shot me.'
Mabye,love is like that backstapping.I
I was court up in my thoughts,I didn't notice where I was walking ,until I wall into Mr.Hero himself.
"Oh my gosh!!!I'm so sorry."I say.He smiles.
"Don't worry about it."a
He says with a unreadable kind tone.
"I'm so sorry."I apologize once again.He chuckles.
Was I funny to look at?
Did I sound funny?
"you're sweet.It's really fine.I'm Luke by the way."He smiles holding out his hand for me to shake it.I gladly shake it with out hesitation.I notice that he has a lip ring.He's even more attractive when he speaks.
"I'm Arial."I softly say.He smiles.
"A beautiful name for a beautiful girl."He says.I fake a smile and look at the ground.
Why is he lying?
"Thanks but I'm not beautiful."I say as I choke on my words.
No Arial you are not gunna cry in front of your hero.
"No matter what you think I truely
Beyond beautiful."He says blushing
Embarrassment.lies.What next?Fake feelings?
"I better go ."I say quickly.
"And I'm sorry."I add
"Goodbye Arial."He smiles.
Phew.I got through that conversation.
"You know he will never like you."I hear a high pitched voice say as I reach my locker.I turn my head to see a figure walking towards me.I have too many tears in my eyes to notice the details.Until I hear his voice.
"I'm sorry I wasn't here sooner."He ssays picking me up and hugging me.It's Luke.
"Why are you being nice to me?"I ask with a confused look.I wipe my eyes.
"Because,a beautiful girl like you,deserve much better.I couldn't help but notice how Devin was talking to you yesterday.I had to do something.I saw you this morning but I was to nervous to say hi."He says.I notice he's beautiful Australian accent.I closed my eyes and faced my head towards the ground.
"I can drive you home,If you like?"He says.I smile.
"I can drive myself thanks."I say.
"You just took a beating.I think you need to rest."He says putting a strand of hair behind my ear.
"look,luke.You seem like a really nice guy.But I don't know you,you could be a murderer or you could just want me for personal reasons.I'm not that type
Of person."I say looking at him playing with my hands.He places his hands in his pockets.
"I know I just wanted to help you."he says.I look at him confused.
"I Dont need help, I'm fine."I say he looks at me sympathetically.
"Okay but I'll be there when you need me.Even if you say you don't need me."He says with a smile before walking off.I get into my car and asks myself a question.
Is he being genuine or fake?!
It must be because nobody likes me or wants to help an worthless thing like me.Theres no hope for me.So why must he help me?Dose he know what he's getting him self into if he helps me?
I go home and find my house empty.I end my day with homework and a nice hot bath.I can't believe I'm falling for the stuff Luke is saying.He doesn't care.No one dose.I'm not beautiful.I'm not full of worth.I'm ugly and worthless.
I fall asleep that night thinking of my horrible life and how stupid people must think I am to fall for their tricks.I'm literary done.
