The end of the day couldn't of came any faster. Soon as the bell chimed one last time I rush out of the school. I just wanna get out of this death trap! I walk out the gates, people shoving me side to side. Once I'm out of the crowd I basically run home.
I open the house door and go straight to my room. I throw myself onto my bed. I blast 'I miss you' by blink-182 out as I softly cry. Why does everything have to be this way? I'm actually sick of backing down to be heard. Only if people understand what's its like to live my life. Maybe then they'd understand my pain and why I do what I do.
Hours later,I'm currently sat watching ahs in my bed. It's strange not being tangled up with Luke under the sheets. I can feel myself drifting out of consciousness. Before I know it I'm asleep.
I wake up to gental taps on my balcony door. I peal the sheets off my body and walks over to the curtain sliding it accross revealing a tall frame stood out side my door. I unlock the door and head back over to my welcoming bed.
The door slides open letting the winds roame my bedroom feeling all my stuff. Seconds later the tall frame was stood in the middle of my almost pitch black room which is lit up by the dim moon. I know who exactly the fame is....Luke. I can't be arsed with his shit anymore ans especially at 3am.
The boy stalks over to my bed he gently pulls the sheets off my and climbs in. I can instantly feel him warm up the bed. Sliding an arm around my waist he nuzzles his chin into my neck placing soft kisses up my neck. I let out a deep sigh as he stops. I can feel his hand in my hair. I falls asleep as he plays with my hair. This is home....
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The next morning I wake up to Luke. Our bodies tangled together, his hand still in my hair. I gently untwind our bodies and unweave his hand from my hair.
I slip on Luke's shirt over top of mine and my incredibly short shorts. I place a single kiss on his forehead. Damn he looks cute when he's sleeping.
When it turns 10am I go back upstairs to find Luke still sleeping, I climb on him and sits on him. I let my hand wonder his muscular frame. One of his eyes open slowly. He smiles and pulls me closer to him. My body is flush to his. I inhale his natural scent. His hands placed just under my bum. With every touch it gives me a fire sensation with spreads to cover my body.
We lay like that for a while.
"I think we should get out of bed..." I say drawing circles on his bare chest.
"nooo..." he whines as he pulls my face to meet his. He gently place a kiss on my lips leaving me want more.
"come on...we can't stay here all day." I say as my thumb traces his lips.
"ugh! Fine..."he trails off licking my thumb. I smile and climb off him.
"is that my shirt by any chance?" he whispers in my ear wrapping his arms around my waist.
"umm..."I can feel my cheeks start to reden. He chuckles.
"it's fine baby, what's mine is yours." he says placing a kiss on my jawline.
When we finally get dressed I slid on a pair of black skinnys and keep Luke's shirt on. Luke is wearing ripped black skinnys and a lumberjack shirt.
Later on we decide to go out with the guys. So I quickly apply winged eyeliner and mascara.
"you don't need make up" Luke says from my bed. I just smile at him through the mirror. He walks over to me and twirls me around so I'm facing him. His lips collide with mine. I run my tounge against his bottom lip. His lips slightly part. I pull away.
"your such a tease Arial." he smirks. I walk away and puts on my new black converse. I grab my leather jacket.
"ready?" I ask Luke as he eyes me up and down. He nods and takes his lip ring inbetween his teeth.
I grab my keys and slide them in my pocket. I climb in Luke's car and puts 21 pilots on. It dosen't take long to get to Ashtons. We all sit around the pool in Ash's back yard.
"c'mon lets go for a swim." Ashton says practically jumping out if his seat.
"I'm good...thanks for the offer though.."I say playing in Luke's hair. The rest of them got changed into thier costumes.
"Are you sure you don't wanna join us baby?" Luke asks as his tall frame stands infront of me. I nod.
"okay babe."he plants a kiss on my lips and jumps into the pool. Water splashes over the sides.
I sit in sun with Luke shades on watching the boys hit one another with the pool noodles. I wanna join them so badly but what if they judge me...becuse of the cuts and scars. It's not a risk worth taking.
Luke jumps out the pool and walks over to me. Water droplets falling to the floor with every move he makes.
"come and join us..." he says placing his hand up my shirt. I shake my head."why?"
"because of my cuts and scars.."I trail off.
"they won't judge I promise." he plants a kiss on my collar bone.
"fine...give me 5 minuets." he nods and walks back over to the guys. I get up from the chair and walk in the house and changes.
When I walk out side all four of them just stare at me with their mouths wide open. I get in the pool. The water is so nice and refreshing on my skin. I can barely touch the floor. The water glitters as the sun shines down on it. Luke swims up me and places his hands on the small of my back.
"you took so beautiful...I think you won the guys over.."he laughs
"yeah...I saw the way you all was stareing at me like you've never seen a girl before..."I smile. Luke moves his hands down to my thighs. I feel really uncomfortable but it's just Luke no need to panic. I can feel him trace his long fingers over my cuts and scars.
After a few hours we all head home. When I get back I change into my tigger onsie ready for bed.
Later that night, I enter my room only to find Luke laying on my bed. I walk over and climb in. His arms wrapped around me as we both fall asleep with the moon lighting up my room faintly.
