'Till the end

Chapter 2

Jackelyn's P.O.V

"Jackelyn Blancos and Jacob Robertson" Dr.Smith pointed at the two seats that we will be sitting in for the next month. "That's the last group. Get to work everybody!"

I couldn't help but smile. What were the chances that I would be doing my project with to him? I sat and placed my red notebook on the wooden desk. Jacob stared at me as he sat.

"Maybe we should hang out after-school to finish the project" he said and smiled.

"I can't today. Ethan and I are hanging out." Jacob's smile faded. I did not want to hurt his feelings but he knew what kind of situation he was getting into.

"Oh, the boyfriend" he sounded annoyed.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"Just that ur always canceling on me because of him" I don't understand why he is being such an asshole about this.

"Ethan's my boyfriend!" I basically screamed. The whole class looked at me and then turned back around to continue doing whatever they were doing. "What do you want me to do?Not spend time with him?."

"I don't want to keep talking about it" Jacob said. "Let's just do our work."

Jacob and I talked about nothing else beside the time consuming and difficult project that Dr. Smith had assigned us. What a pain the ass! The project included a poster and an essay and other work that I just didn't feel like doing.We talked about science related topics for the next 45 five minutes and then Jacob finally changed the subject.

"So, when can we hang out?" he asked. I was so happy that he asked.

"Tomorrow night. We'll meet at the library on Kendall drive around 8:00" that library was the place Jacob and I first kissed.

"Okay" he smiled. The bell rang. Loudly. Jacob got startled and I laughed. Jacob walked out of the class and I looked at him as he did it.

Jacob made me happy. I love spending time with him. I love his dark brown hair. I love his light brown eyes. Everything with him is perfect except for the fact that I have a boyfriend. I am not proud of myself for cheating. Ethan is a good guy. He is blond, tall, and his eyes are blue. I know, for sure, he has the best abs in the school. We have been together since we were freshmen and have had sex too many times to count. Ethan was not my first thought. In the eight grade, I did it with Michael Butchman in his bedroom. I can't remember much about it but I do remember that it hurt. Now we are seniors and Ethan and I remain the Lincoln High's hottest couple. I won't break up with him. It doesn't seem right. Our relationship has been going on for too long for me to end it now. I won't be the bitch that breaks Ethan's heart, not even for Jacob.

I noticed Jacob for the first time at the Kendall library when I went with Beverly and Blair. The three of us probably didn't even look at Jacob or noticed him at school. I noticed him there, at the library. I thought that he was good looking. I saw that he was nice when he helped the librarian pick up the books that had fallen. I never, for one second, thought that he would end up being the guy that I would cheat on my boyfriend with.

The first time I talked to Jacob, was at a store when I was sent by my mom to buy bread and milk.

"I see you at the library really often" he said.

"Yeah, me too"

I said goodbye and walked away. The next day, I went to the library hoping to see him there. He was there. For the next three weeks, I went to the library everyday single day at 8 pm hoping to see Jacob. And every single day, he was there. In the second week he kissed me and we made out for about 30 minutes on the carpeted floor next to the isle of fiction books at the library. The day after the kiss, I invited him to my house when my step-dad, John took my mom out to dinner. The house was empty. Jacob and I watched TV while we held hands. I kissed him halfway through the movie that has a name I don't remember. He slid his hands under my tight white top and spent about a minute trying to unhook my bra. It was probably his first time but I am not sure because why ask and make it awkward. I don't want to focus on the fact that I probably took his virginity.