Just You & I

Coming Out

During the 8th grade I had enough confidence to come out and date girls. I had my first girl friend who was Taniya Foster we wasn't out with our relationship. We both had boyfriends. Mine was Albert and hers was Adrian. We had 4th period together and it was a weird relationship. We had this note book we started writing on September 9th 2013 the day we got together. That's all we did was write in the note book. We didn't speak in person, touch, or nothing. All we did was write in the stupid note book and look at eachother. I gave up on our relationship because it was nothing but a fake. A couple months later I got with this girl named Brianna Burch she was a real knock out. I knew she was Bi because in 7th grade she dated this girl named Morgan. She was weird looking. She had a real big nose. So, me and Brianna had 1st period together, a remediation class. We always talked and sat together. When we was in groups she laughed at everything I said, that's how I knew she was liking me.

While we was sitting at the computers, I told her I liked her and she told me to message her on Facebook so I did. She told me she liked me but she didn't know I was bi. We talked a while but the conversation got boring. The thing is when I like someone I like them a lot and when I talk to someone I don't wait a while to text back I text back as soon at possible. Which seems to make me look thirsty. The next couple of days we talked face to face in first period and we got together. She told me I couldn't tell no one. After we dated a week we thought we got serious and people started finding out. I didn't care but she did. We had 7th period together so during 7th period we would meet in the back of the band room and kiss. I always got aroused and nervous. Makayla was in that class she would always be mad at me because we had 3rd period together and she would never talk to me and say wouldn't Brianna get mad, and aren't you talking to Brianna.

Makayla quit band because she sucked balls at playing her clarinet, but after 2 months me and Brianna broke up and went off and on talking and kissing and stuff. I got tired of it and dated this Mexican girl named Jocelyn for the rest of the year. I only kissed her once it was soooo weird. She want my type but she was very sweet and was all about me. I broke up with her at the 8th grade dance and she hated me. She wrote me a note telling me how much she hated me and stuff, then we got back together. It was the end of the year and I was happy it was over.

During the summer I told my Aunt I was gay and she told me she accepted me and no matter what she will love me. I cut my hair off really short and donated it to Locks Of Love. When I cut my hair I had a lot of females trying to get with me but I wasn't interested. I was still liking Makayla. She was dating this boy named Michael he was way taller than her, they was really cute. They broke up and during 9th grade I got with her.

I thought I wanted her really bad, I had this lust of her from 6th grade to 9th. She was something else. We dated for 9 months and most of the months where hard. We got together at the skating rink when her ex bf was there named Justin. He was trying to get her back while I was trying to get her with her. I got her. I was so happy, she chose a girl over a boy. That's something special you would say. We went to the mall and had our first kiss together then from there we was rock solid fighting. I still loved her though. I waited so long for her I didn't want to let her go. She was my first real thought of love but I was all wrong.