Things I Can't Change

Chapter 1

Alright, sorry people who actually read my story for taking so long. I've been busy with school, and family stuff. This is really the only story i've writen, so I hope it's good! :)

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 (5 months previous)

'Cause you just want to take a faster ride

Lower lows, higher highs

Get it, get it, go until you get it right

And I hope you find it

Cause you just want to take a faster ride

Lower lows, higher highs

But you just got to kiss me one more time

So just kiss me goodbye'

I roll over in my bed, and turn off my alarm clock. Is it normal to completely dread the first day of Freshman year? Because I sure do. 

And I was having a GREAT dream, I mean I was like this super cool spy, and I kept dying my hair, and I ended up on some little island, and then..................Oh yup, already forgot it. Damn it, seriously this always happens to me, I mean come on! And now I have to go to school, and think about it all day long. 

And I have to find all of my classes, and make it to my locker, and memorize my locker combo, and make sure I get seats by my friends in all my classes. 

Last year was perfect. All my teachers were cool, and my friends sat by me in every class. But then they split everything up, and friends get seperated, and go to different schools, and forget about each other, and make new friends....ahhhh rambling, I worry too much, well at least that's what my parents say.

I mean, in Middle School you were at the top in 8th grade. Then you go up one grade, and all the sudden you're at the bottom again. I truly don't understand school systems. It's like their saying. "Yah your at the top now, oh wait NOW YOU'RE AT THE BOTTOM AGIN, HAHA!" I swear they don't want us to succeed in life.

I get out of bed and walk into my bathroom. First day of High School, what do I wear? I look at myself in the mirror. 

My naturally long curly blonde hair is puffy and all over the place. And what makes it better, is stupid me I didn't think ahead and wake up early enough to straighten it. I decide to just take a shower really quick. 

As I get out of the shower, I hear my door open.

"Darcy! 30 minutes until I take you to school!" My mom yells at me. 

"Yah, yah, i'll be ready!"

I soak up all the water from my hair that I can and put mousse in it. I decided to let it be curly today. Man why couldn't I have normal hair, yes I like my curly hair, but it's so thick and curly, that it's puffy beyond imaginable. 

I walk over to my closet and grab my undies, and bra. Hehe undies......I'm so immature. I pull out jeans, and flowy yellow shirt out I put on my clothes, and grab a pair of UK flag socks out and slip them on. I grab my high top converse I pull them on, and walk back into my bathroom. I turn on my music as I finish my hair. 

I sing along with the songs that come on, and I dance around my room, trying to forget all my worries, and just be happy, oh but happiness is short lived in my house, because as soon as I am worry free, the shit head I call my brother waltzes into my room to spoil it all. 

"So you happy to see your 'friends' that deserted you over the summer? You know that they really don't like you anymore, and even if they did, they're LOSERS! Why do you even hangout with them?" He asks, then just turns around and walks out! Come on, he liked them last year, when they would come over and play on his stupid Xbox with him!