It's just another love story
Just another broken heart
Something so damaged
Beyond repair
Wishing I could wash away the pain
Erase the memories
Praying I could be different
Hoping I could be someone else
Is a happy ending
Too much to ask for?
Hiding in this compressed box
That I called a room
Wondering if I'll be saved
Knowing it won't happen
Such a lonely heart
Dreaming of goals that are beyond impossible
I whisper "I'm okay"
But aren't those words lost?
Empty promises
Hoping to see something more in the mirror
Playing words with a smile
Aching inside
I just want this pain to subside
I just want this self hate to stop
Holding my breath
Failing to find a reason to continue on
Missing all of the love
That once was mine
Jagged lines all around my wrists
Trailing up to my arms
A broken rag doll laying on the bed
Eyes dull, heart lifeless
I don't care anymore
I can't care anymore
Wasting my breath
Wasting my life
Looking behind me
I see the friends I gave up
Looking behind me
I see the dreams I held on to
Wounds flashing red
Pouring out
Remembering how much of a puppet I was
Chained down, bound to you
You treated me
As a prized possession
Threw me away
As soon as you were done
Did everything mean so little to you?
Did you find some one else?
I want to laugh
I want to smile
But everything was stolen from me
Every emotion
But you know what?
I'm going to make you feel my pain
I'm going to make you suffer
Just as I did
I'm going to hold my breath
I'm not your puppet anymore
You can't pull the invisible strings
Not while I'm gone
Not while I'm no longer breathing
It's just another love story
Just another broken heart
It's just another suicide
Just another life lost..
Another person
Driven insane
By the pain
Of reality
By the self hate
Directed towards cutting
And by the temporary love
Of someone blind to the fact they hurt
