Just Me

The Beginner's Guide

I just watched a play through of the beginners guide so bear with me here. The scene with the housecleaning. That shit hit close to home. So many people complain about chores. And because of that they don't realize how homey those chores can make the place my personal interpretation (before the ending wrecking my mind) was that Coda didn't have a place that felt nice and warm and felt like a home. He only had these desolate places. So he made games that had the warm fuzzy feeling to make up for it. And it made him smile. The reason that hit so close to home is cause I do something similar to a certain extent. I have the whole Fionna Braveheart thing in my mind. Because she's the person I wish I was. Because in my mind when I'm her, I have beautiful memories. Of family laughs, of warm conversations with friends, and of things that to me could be classified as normality. When I think of those heart warming memories, it makes me smile. Some of these memories may be repetitive similar to how the chores were in the game, but none the less, it makes me happy. It makes me feel at home and gives me a warm feeling in my heart that I know is love. So maybe the Coda guy had it similar in a tiny way. So to make that feeling endless, he made the chores repeat and repeat. So when someone ends that cycle, it hurts . You don't feel incomplete without an ending. But you do when someone else creates an ending.