Secret beneath my Heart(31)
You see, amongst myself,
Is the only thing I can trust.
But secrets deep inside,
Buried beneath every thought-
Word-
That runs through my mind,
Under all the confused emotions my body captures;
Deep within,
Under all my sins,
Are the truths that will not be told.
For my secrets are kept and not spoken of.
There’s hints here and there,
But impossible to follow.
For I have lost myself
In the deep hollow.
Behind the façade of happiness;
The masked lines in my face;
Every personal emotion I spill to keep sain.
For I must tell everything to keep one thing.
To hide my hidden truth
To divide my soul to pieces.
To lie to myself, as I tell myself,
That the world is worth living for.
I am not in depression.
I am not suicidal.
I’m just one fearful girl with one depthful thought.
