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Ch.16

I feel lost, not sure what to believe in anymore. I'm holding my breathe. It's killing me to feel alone the way I do. Sometimes I think maybe it would be easier if I just......the thing is I do all these amazing things with Harry and then he treats me horribly. People tell you they love you forever but they forget to tell you forever has an expiration date, Cody's favorite words.

I know there is this voice in my head telling me everything will be already, telling me Cody will come, that I should try, try to leave, but is it worth being killed for? Is it worth getting hurt? I snap out of my thoughts when I reach the end of the hall.

"Open the door sweetie" Louis presses himself against me. I twist the doorknob pushing the grey cold metal door open. I see another hallway but this one is short and clean. Nice royal purple wall paper, clean floors, bright lights.

Louis looks behind us then locked the door as Harry walks into a different room. I stare oldly as he bring his finger to lips teasing his lips. He looks at my body then walks forward.

"Can I share a secret with you" He looks into my eyes. I nod my head up and down.

"I know your scared, sad and you think your alone but your not. I can see it in you eye, it's like you wish you were dead." My eyes begin to water as my throat dries out. I cover my mouth with my hand. His arms wrap around my waist. He embraces me leaving kisses on my head.

He rubs my back still holding my body. I know Louis is one of the good guys. I mean he acts like one around me. He is always caring for me. Maybe I can trust him.

"Can we leave" I sob on his shoulder. He looks at me and shakes his head.

"Im sorry you know I can't and you cant either" He looks so sorry and worried.

"Come on we can leave now Harry isn't around to control you" I bite my lip wiping the tears from crying as Louis lets go of my body.

"I said no" He unlocks the door and slams it behind him rapidly leaving my alone like a caged animal. I run to the door and immediately began to dang on it and scream for help. No one responses back to me as if I were in the middle of no where with no one. He will tell Harry oh God. The door unlocks and opens.

"Are you gonna be a good girl for me" Louis closes the door behind him. I want to hit him and he wants to come in here like Mr.Sexy. He walks forward and grabs my hips firmly. I look at him and pull away before I hit him so hard I knock a tooth. I turn my back on him, I feel a soft touch on my thigh. He begins to rub my inner thigh and kisses my neck. I moan lowly then pull away and walk a little further away from him. My lips rise forming a kinky smirk. I quickly drop the smirk when he turns me around roughly pushing me against the wall. He smirks eyeing my body then kisses, bites, and sucks on my neck. I can hear our moans echoing in the tiny room.

"Change of plans were going back to Pittsburgh now" He stops kissing me and smacks my bum.

"Okay but can we stay for a second" I grab his collar.

"No" He smiles letting go of my hips and grabs me by the arm. Being with Louis almost make me forget about my problems. Harry looks angry when his eyes catch mine.

"Let's go" Harry grabs my waist.

"Can we stop for ice cream" I look at Harry. He pulls his bottom lip between his lips then nods.

"Yes" I whisper getting into the taxi.

"What's your favorite flavor princess" Harry rubs my thigh. My eyes follow his hand as the reach higher.

"Sweetheart?" I snap out of my dirty thoughts.

"Cookies n Cream" I smile as Harry puts my hair behind my ear.

"Here" Harry say letting the taxi man know to stop the car. We walk around the corner to an ice cream shop.