Well it was fun. I'm definitely not a poet so yeah. To had I couldn't of gone out with a bang :P
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It's hard to say what is hard to feel
As you sit there lost and alone
Falling down the endless pit
of everything that once was
And everything that you wish wasn't
Everyday you feel yourself changing
Losing your grasp on what you once wanted to be
Losing everything that you were told
Everything that was forced in front of youThis room stays silent as the darkness closes against me
These words are something that I could never say
The ticket to my demise
The one thing to haunt
My dreams
My life
My soulI don't know if this will last
If this darkness will have a latch on me forever
I dread the day
I lose the battle
With what fights me from the inside
I can't stop the ending from coming just like I can't go back to the beginning
But one day
I just hope
That I will be able to say what I can't even write
Before I lose everything.
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