Did he see me as a threat? Did he envy me? Was I too vulnerable looking? What was it...that made him ruin my life so utterly and completely? What was it...that made him so powerful What made him have so much control over how my life played out? Could I have prevented it somehow? Is my destruction my own fault? These questions have crossed my mind for the past four years, repeatedly. Yet, I still Dont have the slightest clue to any of the answers.
To be continued...
