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May 23rd, 2013

Remember how I said I felt better? HA! Now I'm far from it. It's like people LOVE raining on my parade. Yesterday I found out one of my closest friends constantly bashes me behind my back. Oh joyful days... Well honestly, my best friend gave me the best advice. Confront her about it eventually, when I'm ready. I have other people. I have the people on my team who ARE my family. I mean when I'm not at school I'm with my family. She reassured me that when people at my school push me down, my team is there to pick me back up. 

But right now I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. I want to confront her about it nicely so maybe it will finally hit her that I know and maybe she will feel bad about it. But knowing her, she won't. She won't even care most likely. No one seems to care. I love the school I go to, but school isn't good when you don't have any good friends. If I ever move, I'm transferring schools. My best friend goes to the school I want to go to but I don't live in that town. I guess I will figure it out eventually. 

Here's my point though, if you ever find out stuff like this, NEVER fight back. Don't throw nasty things back at the person. You're fighting fire with fire. I know that I've never said anything bad about her, infact I've said everything good about her. The only good thing that can come from this is the fact that she's being the bad friend. She's the one who betrayed me. The other good thing, if she really does want to make ammends with me, I'm willing to do it. I don't tend to hold grudges. Words never really hurt me. Like if I didn't know her and she was talking about me then I'd laugh. But the fact that she's my friend?

She betrayed me.