Avengers x Reader (Oneshots, Requests, Fluffy, stuff like that)

Dead! StevexReader (Sad)

To: My Captain <3
From: Honeybee <3
Sent: 19/04/2013
Hey, I miss you. I finally cleaned out our room. I gave most of the stuff to charity, but I kept a few items that are precious. That's what you would have wanted, right?

To: My Captain <3
From: Honeybee <3
Sent: 19/05/2013
It's getting harder to accept that you're gone. I keep calling your number to hear your voicemail, and stupidly hope you'll pick up. I keep coming home, thinking I'll be coming home to you in your adorable apron, making me dinner with that gorgeous smile on your face. I'll find something you'd enjoy, but you're not there to see it. Everything reminds me of you. They say grief gets better with time, but mine's just getting worse.

To: My Captain <3
From: Honeybee <3
Sent: 19/06/2013
I keep hearing your voice, calling out to me. Nat and Clint came over. They said I needed help, they were worried. But I don't need help. I don't want help. They don't understand. I'm going insane, Steve. I can't do this without you. You were the one thing that helped me, allowed me to push through situations like this, and now you're the reason I have to push through one.

To: My Captain <3
From: Honeybee <3
Sent: 19/07/2013
Stop hiding from me. I know you're there somewhere. I can hear you, whispering. I can hear you laugh, sigh, snore at night. I can hear your little "hmphs" when I do something wrong. I can feel your gaze on me, your arms around me. I can smell you, little wafts of your deodorant. But I can't see you. All these signs, but I. Can't. See. You. Are you waiting for me to find you? Is that it? I can do that. I can find you. I just have to die, right? Right? I can do it. I'm coming, Steve. I've missed you so much over these four months. But I won't have to anymore. I'm coming, I'm coming so we'll never be apart. I remember where you put the pistol, that can help me. I'm coming, my darling. I love you.

((A/N): Hey guys! Sorry for the inactivity, haven't found the will to write for a while, but I'm trying to get back there!

I know these are very sad, but I enjoy writing them, so I think I might do a little series on them! Does that sounds good? Tell me whatcha want in the comments!

Also, I wouldn't mind some requests. I know I'm very slow, so it might take a while, and that's not what you guys want, but still, I'd be happy to do them for you!

Thank for taking the time outta your day/night/evening/morning/afternoon/dawn/orwhatevertimeyourreadingthisat! X)