Bellarke (the 100)

chapter 5: mom?

Clarke:

I didn't really sleep. I was just sitting there awake leaning against a tree. waiting for it to be dawn.

"Not getting sleep won't help princess." I hear Bellamy say

"You leaving without me won't either" I tell him

I didn't really think he would leave me but I also wouldn't want to take that chance.

"You know we don't have to go princess. For all we know it could be really bad out there "

I knew he was probably right.. but I needed to see for myself.

"I'm coming" I tell him " I knew you would, I would do the same if it was for Octavia" I hear him say "we'll leave at dawn..."

I slowly close my eyes and I have these bad flashes of nightmares..

** Nightmare **

"Clarke?" I hear my mom say

"Mom?!?" I say looking for her I then follow her thought the woods and I keep shouting until I find her on the ground

All bloody and burnt "why Clarke? Why couldn't you understand??" She says weakly

"What?" I say confused and I start to cry.. seeing her die

"Why didn't you come for m-"

And then she's dead

"Mom!!! No!"

**end of nightmare**

I wake up and start crying. I guess I must've woken up Bellamy because I felt someone hugging me "it's okay" he says.

"Thanks Bellamy" I whisper

I fall asleep

When I wake up its the crack of dawn .. time to go... I say to myself

Bellamy:

I wake up and see her start to get up "let's go" she says "okay princess" I get up and follow her
She's so beautiful.. and in control...I like it..

But why did I have to like her? She was so annoying..

As our group started to leave I tried to keep my distance with Clarke. The feelings I had for her I had to ignore I need to be focused

When we approached a huge hole with parts of the drop ship everywhere I stopped Clarke and stood in front of her

"Are you sure you wanna do this Clarke?" I say

"I'm sure, it's my mom I need to go see if she's alive or dead" she says walking down where The explosion took place

She looked around "I don't see her.." she said quietly

And then I hear raven taking a bout making a bomb but right now all I could focus on is Clarke

Clarke:
I try to fight the tears and I do but when we get to she camp and I walk into the drop ship I sit down

And I start breaking down to tears

"Clarke?" I hear bellamy say and I quickly try to stop crying. And wipe my face

Bellamy comes in. "Are you okay?" I hear him say walking over to sit next to me "yeah.." I say

"Really?" he says ".no... " I quietly say

He pulls me in and hugs me and holds me and I start to cry

I just wanted to stay in his arms forever(huh?)

"Shhh.. it's okay princess" I hear him say as I drift to sleep ......

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