On a late Monday Night
I’m wide awake at 12 a.m in the morning
Thinking about what I will do in my life
And asking myself if I am making the right decisions
On a late Tuesday Night
At 1 a.m in the morning I’m the only person awake
Thinking about all the stupid mistakes I have done in the past
Guilt runs through my body and tears slowly run down my cheeks
On a late Wednesday Night
At 2 a.m in the morning I’m the only one in the house that’s full of thoughts, doubts, and regrets
Thinking about how my life will change in a couple of months
My heart starts pounding, I can’t breathe right, and dizziness sinks within me
The more I think about it I start having the urge to run away
On a late Thursday night
At 3 a.m in the morning I’m on the verge of going into depression
Thinking about all the homework I should have done earlier that night
My demons are drowning me into a deep sinister never ending hole that leads to the land of lost hopes and dreams
On a late Friday night
At 4 a.m in the morning I don’t know who I am and why I’m here
Waiting for this horrible intense foreboding pain to go away for a while
I start to get lightheaded
My heart is telling me to forget but my mind is telling me to end it all, while my conscience is telling me to go on with my life and talk to someone about this
In the end the best thing do is not let things get to you because life is full of unexpected surprises.
