Inside Story Part 2

Bekah Dear

This goes to Bekah.

I know how you feel. I know you want someone to stay, I know your not okay sometimes and that's okay. You are important.
I wish what you felt could be taken away and put on me cuz I can handle it, I can take.
You never annoy me with your problems, in fact I like hearing you talk about them because then I can connect to them.
I love talking to you because your an easy person to talk to. I don't have to explain my thoughts because you know them. I don't have to be afraid to say my deep thoughts without fearing that I'll sound crazy. You understand my mind set, you understand me as a person.

You have saved my life. You were the only person who could get past my stubbornness and not get frustrated and quit on me. I can't thank you enough for that.

Bekah you are strong and unique. You speak your mind and you speak with such confidence and I envy that. I envy how you aren't afraid to do what's right. I envy that you told someone you liked then to their face because I would never be able to do that. I look up to you. People like you are seriously going to change the world.

You give me a reason to keep trying and trying. You are the reason that I don't give up. You are a light in this world of darkness and everyone you meet, everyone you talk to, everyone you touch, you spread that light. You are a strawberry and everyone irrelevant are cauliflower. You have so much power. You will change the world one day. I'm sure of it.

Today, yesterday, or tomorrow might not be a good day but remember that there will be a day you will truly be happy. That doesn't mean you won't ever have a bad day because you will and that's okay, it's normal. It means even on your bad days you'll have hope that the next day will be a better day.

You have a beautiful soul, you have a personality that people crave to be around. You make such a big impact on people in such an amazing way. I have faith in you and that you will do something good. I'm very fortunate to have you in my life.

Thank you for putting up with my bullshit and stubbornness. I undestand sometimes I'm hard to cooperate with. I love you to death and you will find someone who will want to stay.