I question 'why' often.
Why I was so stupid?
Why I was so selfish?
Why I was so blind?
Why I was so damn scared!
I question myself all the time.
But then, I question you too.
Why didn't you fight?
Why didn't you come back?
Why did you leave?
Why didn't you try?
I miss you.
I truly do.
And it hurts
Like a bitch,
Because I know you're not mine anymore.
It hurts so much because I have to see you every day,
Knowing I can't feel your warm arms wrapped around me.
It hurts.
It simply hurts.
So many memories swarm my head.
Replaying our last few moments we ever shared.
And God, does the pain intensify.
But it's alright.
I understand.
I get it.
You didn't love me.
Like I loved you.
- Yours Truly
