Y/n pov
"Swae I'm tired of this bullshit! ugh I'm done, fuck you" I scream as I push him away from me. I go upstairs and I begin to pack up my things. I'm so tired of all of this man! I've been there for Swae ever since the 11th grade. I've been here through thick and thin. Maybe that's why he keeps cheating because I've allowed him to believe that he is always going to get me back no matter how bad he fucks up. Well not this time, I'm going to stand my ground. I finish packing up everything and i head down stairs where Swae is. See swae has gotten so use to me leaving and coming back that after I go and pack up my things he just sits on the couch.
"Swae I'm leaving"
"Okay see you later"
"No i'm dead ass serious this time Swae"
"Mkay baby"
I shake my head as I walk out of the door. He didn't even look at me the whole time I was speaking. I get into my car with all my bags when I remember I need to say one last thing. I go back inside.
"Swae"
He drinks his lean and stares at the tv "Yeah"
"I just wanna say I left everything you bought me, because I'm for real serious this time"
"Okay y/n"
"Are you serious you say you love me but you won't even look at me. You know what fuck it I don't even care anymore!"
I walk out and I slam the door. I go back to my apt and I unpack everything. By the time I'm moved back into my apt it's 3am. I stare at my phone. I slick hope Swae would text me. I turn on 3am by Meghan Trainor it always remind me of Swae.
I can't believe I'm still doing this
I told myself a month ago that I'd be through with this I'm looking at my phone
And wondering if you're home
I'm kinda tipsy, I ain't tryna sleep alone
Somebody told me that some other girl was hugging
You, Baby you know I'm the one that should be loving you
You know we had a thing
Baby, it's such a shame
I still get crazy every time I hear your name
And I know it's complicated
But you know I'm impatient
3AM, yep I'm texting you once again
Even though I'm hanging with my friends
And I can't help it, I can't help myself, no
3AM, I might be looking for a late night friend and baby
I can't get you out my head
I can't help it, I can't help myself, no
I begin to cry a little bit. God I've been with his so long this is going to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my personal life.
Kinda stressing like I'm gonna have a heart attack it's
Been an hour and you haven't even hit me back baby
Keep it real,
Tell me what's the deal
'Cause I miss you, you don't know how this feels
I know it's complicated
This always happens when I'm wasted
3AM, yep I'm texting you once again
Even though I'm hanging with my friends
And I can't help it, I can't help myself, no
3AM, I might be looking for a late night friend and baby
I can't get you out my head
I can't help it, I can't help myself, no
I know, I know, I know
It's so wrong
Somebody take away my phone
'Cause I been drinking all night long
All night long
All night long
I know, I know, I know
It's so wrong
Somebody take away my phone
'Cause I been drinking all night long
All night long
All night long
3AM, yep I'm texting you once again
Even though I'm hanging with my friends
And I can't help it, I can't help myself, no
3AM, I might be looking for a late night friend and baby,
I can't get you out my head
I can't help it, I can't help myself, no
I pour myself some vodka after the song goes off. God I miss him. I hear my phone beep and I look at it.
Unknown Number:
Look outside
I look out of my peep hole and I see nothing. So I open the door. Swae pops out from behind a corner. I begin to shut the door, but he stops me. He forces his way into the apt.
"y/n look I know I've fucked up a countless number of times okay. And I don't treat you the way I should and look baby I'm sorry! okay please just come back please. Im so fucking sorry." He gets on his knees and wraps his arms around my waste.
I hold his cheeks and I make him look at me.
"You never say sorry"
A tear falls down his cheek "I know"
I lean down and kiss him "Im not coming back yet, but I won't leave you forever okay?"
He smiles "Okay baby"
