Over Again//tronnor

five

Connor~

I stared out the small window hovering over the city. The ticking of the clock in my office became a record on repeat in my mind. As I fiddled with my computer mouse editing pictures from a previous photo shoot, I couldn't help but become distracted ever so often. Gazing out the window and looking
below me. Troye constantly became the subject of my thoughts. Oh how I worried about my beautiful boy.  I slipped my hand into my jeans pocket pulling out the small velvet box. Opening it, I sighed. Whenever I stared at this ring my heart practically would leap out of my chest. I really wanted to propose, but what if he said no? What if he's not ready for the commitment. I know he loves me and I love him, so why did my mind constantly play games? As if my thoughts battled in a tug of war. But if someone simply asked me if I was in love, of course I would say yes. Being in love is a feeling of ecstasy. You feel like you're walking on a cloud and it's always going to be that way.Your heart skips a beat when you think of the person you're in love with.You just can't wait to see them and hold them in your arms. Or to see their beautiful smile slowly form onto their lips when you make them laugh.You feel this is all you have longed for. It's a love you can build on. And that's the beautiful thing about it all. My thoughts were suddenly interrupted by my phone beeping.

Troye
*Thanks for the  beautiful flowies love, can't wait for you to get home xo*

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AUTHORS NOTE: FINALLY A NEW CHAPTER OOPS SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG !! but I hope you are enjoying the story so far