2 A.M. Thoughts

《2.》

I think all of us know the feeling of being lied to and it sucks

You think that you can trust this Person. That , that person tells you the truth because you can't imagine them lying to you but guess what? People will lie to your face with a smile and not feeling guilty one single bit.

Some people say that lying is the same as telling fake stories to children so they don't do bad stuff but the difference is that the stories are told to keep the children away from bad stuff while lying is the worst thing you can do to somebody and it doesn't only make them lose their trust for you but you also hurt the Person and make them never trust anyone anymore.

Now if you are somebody I don't love or don't really care about it's not a big deal I'll just stop talking to you but when people you love and care about lie to you , you feel betrayed because even tho you give them love and trust them, they take adventage of that and don't even care if they hurt you or not and that's what makes me upset

I care for you so why would you lie to me?

You know me very well and know I believe anything you say so why would you use that against me?

Don't you care about the trust you have build for a long time now, being thrown away?

Don't you care about me?

But what am I even saying , it's my fault I gave you too much trust too little time.
You didn't deserve anything from me and not in any case my trust.

And honey after all you have done, you come and ask me why I don't talk to you or why I can't trust you anymore?

You still don't know ? Okay let me give you an example.

You give me all your love all your trust all your happiness and I acted as if everything is okay and out of nowhere I lie to you about something big and you didn't even know it till someone came to you and informed you about.

How would you feel please just tell me because I want you to feel how I feel.

I can't take this anymore I don't want to be lied to.

Just because I open up way too fast doesn't mean you can destroy everything I have inside.

And now that I am broken and no longer open to people I have build up my Walls and only the Person who really wants my loving caring and my trust will try to get my Walls down because I don't want people like you ruining everything again.

You are nothing to me anymore and you are only here to hurt me but sadly I understood that way too late and here i am feeling numb.

You came into my life with one goal and that was to ruin me and now i am glad to tell you, you for what you wanted.