Love for Pain

I fell in love

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I fell in love with the pain of the blade.I fell in love with it's sense of comfort and the thought of power.I fell in love with seeing the drops of bloodRunning down my thighs as I silently cried.I fell in love with the pain I caused myself with the sharp shard of glassBut most of all, I fell in love with you.I fell in love with the way you pinned everything on me and turned everyone against me. I fell in love with the loneliness that you were the cause of. I fell in love with being alone with no one to cry to but myself. I fell in love with pushing people away. And as I fade away, remember that I fell for you first.