The next day at basketball practice I was not concentrated at all,I had to sit on the bench.I hated Giselle so much because of what she did.She knew I like him a lot I told her when we used to be friends.
Then she came up to me and said,"Hey loser,what's going on.You left out of the restaurant like a chicken." Then other girls said,"Bauck,Bauck!" All I could herein the background was laughter. I guess ever since that day everybody started making fun of me.Probably because I dream of a boy that's way to cool for a loser like me.I mean,I'm a girl with no popularity just a nobody compared to everybody.
I guess nobody really cared what I did or said lately,Jasmin has been leaving me a lot at school to go with her new boyfriend.Not just at school,it might be hard to believe but my family sometimes leaves me alone.Like if they think I am capable to live on my own already.
That's when I thought clearly,"Maybe I need to take a vacation and leave for a few days.Take everything of my mind and not think about people here.Like maybe go to Florida with my uncle,it may be good for me."The idea sounded great,to me,I still need my parents though.
The next day I went to school I was completely ignored.I guess at that time you could even call me a loner.I had no friends the whole day,Jasmin didn't even say hi.That's when I said to myself,"Why do I keep on tricking myself into thinking that everything is going to get better.I should just go whether my parents like it or not.Besides I don't think I could live seeing how Giselle is all over him."
By the end of the day it was officially decided.That I would consult my parents I will be going to Florida with my uncle this summer vacation.And that whether they liked the idea or not I will go.Of course I would tell them the reason of why I'm leaving,I don't think they care though.But hopefully this would help me,and nobody is going to stop me from getting on that plane.
