true insanity (jeff the killer love story.)

chapter 10

I sit for what feels like years But actually is a few hours until he wakes up. I do what any person would do. I sit there.... waiting for him to either A: kill me. B: kill me.. or C: kill me. But he doesn't seem agitated. why? he has any other time I've seen him.

he just sits there staring from across the room for about 5 minutes. before finally saying something totally unexpected.

"you look hungry.... wanna go to my kitchen and grab a bite?" my eyes widen at the question. "huh?" " do you wanna go eat?" he asks again walking over holding out his hand.

I take his hand and he walks me up to the kitchen. (not letting my hand go) "I can't cook much...." he says looking at me from the corner of his eye as if he's nervous. not to mention his hand is sweating. a lot.

my head turns to look at him as I nod shrugging. "don't be scared to say anything..." he says with a sad expression. "tell me something,Jeff " I say through gritted teeth. he nods. "what did you do while I was asleep?" "what do you mean?" he replies letting my hand go. "I mean what did you do to me? what happened? " I ask shakily.

Jeff sighs before motioning for me to sit. I do as instructed and sit across from him. " you died twice. I revived you. I gave you blood that you needed... and I kept your stitches clean and made sure you had what you needed." I look at him. " so I have no missing organs?" "nope" he shakes his head. "you didn't rape me?" I ask. " I'm a murderer not a rapist." he says a little hurt.

" I'm sorry." I apologize. "no....you have no reason to be. But, I couldn't bring myself to kill you." he replies as I see what looks like tears in his eyes. " are you crying?" I ask concerned. " I couldn't do it.... you were telling me to finish you off. I knew you wanted to die....more than anything. I'm so sorry. " the tears start pouring from his eyes. at this point I can't help but cry. " Jeff....?" I say in a quavering tone. " when I look at you I feel weak. emotionally weak. I don't know what this is but, there's something I really wanna do right now! " he says shakily. I stand up and start pacing around the kitchen. " this is so confusing" I remark. Jeff stands up and walks over to me. " I think I know what it is that I want to do." he says in a hushed tone. "what?" I ask.  

he takes me by the shoulders and shoves me against the refrigerator. " what the he-" he interupts me by crashing his lips onto mine, pulling me tightly against him with one hand on my back and one hand on the back of my head. he pulls away and just looks at me before doing the same thing again.