These Scars Will Never Disappear Darling

Chapter 2

I woke up the next day to the sound of high pitched shrills of my alarm clock ringing next to me. It reads "6am"

"Looks like I'm gonna have another great day at school again.." I thought sarcastically to myself.

I pushed the covers off me and shuffled towards the bathroom as my last of my nightmares just faded from my mind.

I've been having recurring nightmares of people taunting me, name calling, shoved around and even teased for cutting.

Apparently in school found out about my self harm problem and would non-stop talk to others about it and some even pass notes in class and i hear whispers of my name during lessons without the teachers noticing.

Who would be doing such a thing? Yeap, it all started with these two bitches in my school Kellie and Alisha.

They're considered the most popular and prettiest girls in my school. Gorgeous as in slim, tall, curvy body which every guys will drop dead at the sight of them. Each of them also have boyfriends called Jack and Adam respectively and they're pretty cute and dopey but they loathe me because I'm different from them (everyone in school hates a person who is different from them.)

Oh and by the way, I forgot to mention that I have reddish-brown wavy colored hair and pale white skin which I inherited from my mom. I'm kind of a short person, at a height about five feet tall. but the violet and silver-ish colored eyes stands out the most in my facial expressions. My mom always says I look super gorgeous but I don't see that in her.

After a quick 15 minutes of washing up, I changed into my black Sleeping With Sirens t-shirt and skinny jeans. This time I decided to wear my Pierce The Veil, My Chemical Romance and Black Veil Brides bracelets to cover up my scars. I took my All Time Low school bag and wear my dark blue vans to school. Did I mention I have a fetish for metal bands?

As I head down the stairs to the kitchen, I was greeted by the cheerful faces of mom making breakfast. It's 6.55am and dad had already left for work.

"Good morning Anna!" Mom said with a huge smile on her face.

"Why can't I be that like?" I thought to myself. But I still managed to put on a fake smile and said a simple good morning.

I grabbed the peanut butter toast from the island table and head out to the door.

"Have a great day at school!" Mom called.

But I barely heard her as I put my headphones in my ears and You Only Live Once by Suicide Silence is playing.