Chapter 2
I was 11 when I really felt god was comming into my life. I spared a lot when I was younger,I never found the grace giving god who told who taught everyone how to love. When I turned 12 I fell in love with god he had taught me so many things like for instance,he taught me how to : Love,cherish,forgive, learned to let things go and let him deal with it,because he is my mother, father granfather,grandmother,everything to me and I felt his spirit comming into my life. He spoke to me one night and told me "Let me deal with all your problems because they are not your responcibilities".
I had to see the truth, I'm always willing to do whatever it is that god wants me to do because, I'm his child I believe if you do unto his will your needs will turn into wants and you will have whatver it is that you want . God is an awsome God I tell you.
There have been so many struggles in my life. If anyone knew what I mean,it takes a lot to get over very old struggles sometimes you just have to deal with it,because god will take care of it.
Sometimes people go through things they know god will take care of it right fast in a hurry,sometimes it can happen right away,what people don't fell to realize is that you will face the most scariest fears and troubles in life. I can tell you know life ain't always eay I know that for a fact,because I have one and no one is prefect.
I came to tell you today that struggling ain't what perdicament you would want to be in not one day in ypur life. Many of my friends. Struggled I have seen parents struggle through a lot ,like I never thought I would ever see my granparents struggle through anything. My mom's mother I take her as the example of the my title. I have seen her struggle when she didn't have a job she stopped working and came to live or stay with my mom for awhile. I can say my grandma was really the best grandma to come into our household and cooked my brothers and sisters food and take us to school when we are late. That's a blessing to have a grandmother who loves and care about you and are willing to do anything for you,because you are loved.
I also have a friend that I have known my whole life and practically grew up with her, her name is jessica she had lost her grandmother at 13 years of her age ,and she tells me how much she loved her grandmother and how much she would do for her if she would come back to her. I have always stuck by her side because she is still an young woman of god and she is struggling because she stayed with her gradmother and granfather and it hard for her because she misses her grandmother and kills her to see pictures with her and her grandmother anywhere so that's why she is an struggling teen woman of god.
Now here is my question for this chapter : Do you struggle trying to figure out why God loves you?
