You Got It All/ Ethan And Grayson Dolan Fan Fic

Part 9

Tamara's P.O.V
After about an hour of throwing up, I was finally done.

"Thank you" I said to Grayson who hadn't left my side the whole time.

"Your welcome. I would kiss you but you still haven't brushed your teeth after vomiting" he laughed.

"Oh yes, that reminds me" I replied running back into my bathroom and brushing my teeth.

After I was done scrubbing at my mouth, I walked back in to find Grayson laying on my bed, his eyes slowly drifting to sleep.

Instead of waking him up, I crawled in beside him as he ran his fingers through my hair.

But, of course our romantic moment didn't last long because next thing I know, Cameron is charging up the stairs with Matt and Nash trying to calm him down.

Me and Grayson both jumped up as Cam stormed into my room, his eyes red with tears "why didn't you tell me"?

Panic rushed through me and I felt my whole body start shaking.

"Why didn't I tell you what"? I replied, praying it wasn't what I think it was.

"That you tried to kill yourself! That's what"! He shouted.

I turned to see Grayson looking at me shocked.

"I'm sorry, I really can't do this" I shouted and ran past him but Cameron grabbed my arm violently.

"Your hurting me" I shouted.

As soon as I said that, he let go.

Before running again, I turned and looked at Grayson who was staring at floor "I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment to you" I said and started sprinting out the house but was stopped by Jack asking me what was wrong.

Of course, I completely ignored him and ran outside in the pouring rain.

I went to the only place I knew I would be safe.

My dads.

I knocked on the door and mine and Cameron's step sister Megan answered the door "I had no where else to go" I sobbed.

She wrapped her arms around me as I walked inside.

"Tamara? What's wrong"? My dad asked as I turned to see him standing in the doorway.

"Daddy" I screamed hysterically and ran and hugged him.

"Your shaking darling, Megan be a dear and fetch some blankets please" he asked.

She nodded and charged upstairs whilst my dad escorted me to the living room where we both sat on the sofa.

"Everything's going wrong dad. I wish mum was here! She'd know the exact right thing to say. Why did she leave me? I'm her daughter and she just packed up and left without saying goodbye" I cried into his shoulder.

"Your mum loves you more than anything. She properly thought she was doing the best for you darling. What's going on with you and Cameron"? He asked.

I pulled away from his hug and looked him in the eyes "what? How do you know about that"?

"Cameron text me as soon as you left. He knew you'd come here. He's on his way now" he replied.

It took a minute for everything to sink in but when it did, I got up and ran out the house.

I heard a car pull up outside so I ducked behind a tree and waited for Cameron to go inside.

When the door closed I started running and running until I couldn't run any further and I just sank down onto the floor.

I started screaming and crying my eyes out, not caring I was drenched.

"Tamara"? I heard someone say.

I turned to see Luke standing there with Calum, Michael and Ashton.

When he saw the tears he came running towards me and knelt down on the floor next to me.

He tried to rap his arms around me but I pushed him away "don't touch me"

"Tamara.. Please..."

"No Luke! Go! Leave me alone! I just want to be left alone"! I shouted.

"Don't push me away! Let me be here for you."

"Go away Luke! I don't want anything to do with any of you! Just fucking go"!

And with that, they all turned the other way and left, not even looking back.

Ethan's P.O.V
I never meant to be rude to Emily earlier, it's just I've never seen her like that.

In a state to the point she wants to beat the crap out of someone.

"Answer the god damn phone Emily"! I said to myself as I kept trying to ring her number.

I heard the front door open and ran downstairs to see her standing in the doorway, drenched through and her make up and dress all ruined.

"I don't want to be like this anymore. Please Ethan, just take the pain away" she cried into my shoulder.

I put my arms around her and cradled her, which surprisingly calmed her down a bit.

"Come on, you need to get out of these clothes. Your absolutely socking" I said, picking her up bridal style and carrying her upstairs.

As she took her jumper off, I noticed something on her wrist.

They where.. Cuts....