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Sehun Sad imagine

"Hey baby I'm home" I said and our 5 year old son and Sehun came downstairs "Hey babe what did the doctor say?" Sehun asked giving me a peck on the lips "well talk about that when the baby's not here" I said and leaned down and gave our son a kissed on the head "Yeriel can you go upstairs and I'll meet you up there OK?" Sehun said to our kid "OK daddy" Yeriel said and ran upstairs, once he was out of sight Sehun turned to look at me "come on let's sit down" Sehun said and pulled me to the couch "what happened?" He asked I took a deep breath and looked down not being able to tell him this while looking at him in the eyes "The doctor said that if we can't find a heart soon that I am going to die" I said with tears streaming down my cheeks "What? They have to find one your getting weaker each day (y/n) and I don't want to loose you, I had to go through hell to get you back last time, I just. don't. want. to *sniff loose you again" "Sehun said grabbing me and hugging me tight as he started to cry uncontrollably "baby its alright I have my faith up, they will find a heart and soon this will be over and we would be happy" I sobbed, Sehun only hugged me tigther but not to tight and cried in my shoulder "but *sniff what if the-the-they don't?" Sehun asked "then you will have to be strong and take care of Yeriel but I will always be watching over you both" I said rubbing his back "I love you so much (y/n) *sniff I love you" Sehun said "I love you two Oh Sehun" I said and we just stood there hugging each other and crying for God knows how long.

*3 weeks later* .At the hospital.

"Baby where is Yeriel?" I said barely in a whisper to Sehun he looked at me with pain and sadness "he is with Kai and D.O" he said "this is all my fault" Sehun continued "don't say that its not your fault, none of this is your fault" I whispered not having much strength or voice left, Sehun whipped his tears away "rest (y/n) you need it, I promise everything will be alright" Sehun said and gave me a kiss on the forehead, I just closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

Sehun's (P.O.V)

I watched my beautiful wife for 5 years fall a sleep and all I want to do is grab some random person and wrip their heart out and put it in my wife, she has no time left and they still haven't found her a heart and that's when it hit me she does have a heart. I ran out of her room and found the doctor "still no luck?" I asked "No sir I'm sorry" the doctor said, I looked down with even more tears coming down my eyes "you know what" I sobbed, the doctor looked at me knowing where I was heading "sir we may be able to find one, just wait a bit more" the doctor said "WAIT A BIT MORE? MY WIFE HAS NO FUCKING TIME LEFT" I yelled at the doctor "I understand sir but" "Just take my heart!!!!! I cut him off, he just looked at me with shock evident in his face " sir just" "sir nothing, nothing is going to change my mind just take my heart and give it to her" I said, the doctor looked down and sighed "OK be ready for surgery" he said and walked off "please forgive me (y/n) but I'm doing this because I love you to much to let you go and leave our son alone, I prefer him loosing his father than loosing his mom, I know its selfish but please understand I love you" I said to no one in particular since I'm still standing in the hallway of the hospital by myself.

Your (P.O.V)

I woke up in a different room and I was wondering what happened "Nurse what am I doing here?" I asked, she gave me a sad smile and said "we just finished your surgery" I looked at her shocked "what you found a heart?" I asked , she just nodded and gave me a piece of paper "read it" she said I took the piece of paper and opened, when I opened it I recognized that it was my husbands hand writing , as confused as I was I decided to read it.

Dear. (Y/n) Please forgive me I know this is not what you wanted but I gave you my heart, I want you to be happy and to take care of our baby, honestly if you would have died I think I would have killed myself, I can't live without you your my one and only girl, I remember how heart broken I was when you thought I cheated on you in high school and broke up with me I wanted nothing but to die, when you gave me another chance I stopped talking to other girls to prove to you that I love you and only you, I gave you my heart because it was always yours in the first place and now it always would be so take care of our little boy and remember that I'll always be with you both at all times saranghae jagiya. ~Sehun"

Once I finished reading that I burts into tears I couldn't believe he did this for me "your such an idiot Sehun, but I love you two" I cried until I fell a sleep. How an I going to get through this and most of all how am I going to tell daddy's little boy that his father gave up his heart to save me.