Through it all

Blinded

On my way, i stumbled. Fallen. But I recovered from the fall easily and started to walk again. I am determined.

Suddenly, there was a hand that grabbed my arm. "Hey, can I come with you?" I can't see HIS face. "No. I don't want to be with you. I can do this alone. I have travelled too far from here ALL BY MYSELF. Can't you see? I did it on my own. And I reached this unharmed."

So I left HIM and started to walk. While on my way, I noticed the "way" I stepped becomes harder. I strive too hard to go on. I stumbled again. "Waaaa." I cried, again. There was a wound. My legs were tired and aching. I can't go on anymore.

Then, a hankie appeared in my side. I looked for people but I saw nothing in the dark. Yeah. I'm alone, i remembered.

Tik tock. Tiktok. tiktok. Time has passed. I was still here. Nah. It's boring. Oh yes! Since I cant go on anymore, and there's no one who cares about me, maybe I'll end this life. "Mom, Dad I love you. That's why I choose to be with you.This like sucks." With my shoelace, I tied it around my neck. Tighter and tighter, I hold. I closed my eyes. Bye life.

"Hey stoooooopppp!" There was someone who stopped me again. Ugh. "Don't do this. Your life is not a waste. Go on. This is not yet the time. There are people who cares for you. Like, me. Just open your eyes. Accept them in your life and you will realize that life is worth living if you have a friend." Then she smiled. "Come. I will show you to my friends."

She grabbed me and introduced to her friends. We get along, and I was happy. Yes. This is life. Happiness. Satisfaction. After a few months, we are still together as friends. But the bond is not there anymore.

Sometimes, they leave me alone. But I always thought that "Maybe they have something to do." Those times of leaving me becomes often.

One time, I dediced to walk towards them. I heard voices. Hahahaha! They're laughing. Then suddenly, voices become low. There was Susshing. It was a gossip. They're gossiping! I came closer enough not to be seen.

"Girl. That girl you introduced to us months ago, I don't like her! She's not us! She is boring. Ugly. Ewww."

"Yeah. I agree. I just want to be with her because she has something that we need. But we got it already. Let's dump her."

My heart broke. BUT what really broked my heart when the person I called friend said, "See? She fell on my trap. Hahaha. She's too gullible. Poor girl!"