We all bleed the same color(Taehyung FF)

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All the lies that whispered in a different reality

The truth disappears and gets trapped in darkness

My shouts get smaller in this powerless reality

They're just meaningless things in this world of lies

-FT Island(Pray)
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/Jaehyun's pov/

I bit my lips looking at the phone in front of me "Come on you can do this Jaehyun" I kept encouraging myself yet all I did was still stare at the messages "I...can...do...this" I picked up my phone and started typing

Me:Can I come over?

a second later I heard a beep

Alien neighbor;):Wae?

Me:You still have my sunglasses and I would love to have them back

Alien neighbor;):Oh yeah...okay come

I put the phone in my pocket and with my hat went over.

/Taehyung's pov/

Just as I thought she would really want to spend time with me she's just coming for her sunglasses:| it's better than nothing I guess.

I heard a faint knock at my door and rushed over "Hello" I smiled "H-hello" she was looking at the ground with her hat covering her face "Are you okay?" I reached out my hand but she stepped away "I'm f-fine" she handed out her hand "My s-sunglasses" "Oh right" I went to my desk and took them "Here you go" she was about to take them when I pulled them away

"Can't you just stay for a tiny but?" I pleaded "Man I sound like a beggar" "I t-told you I-I only c-came to t-take my s-sunglasses" she reached out for them again but I pulled away and she almost fell down if it wasn't for me catching her,her hat fell down and she opened her eyes revealing something strange.

/Jaehyun's pov/

I lost my footing and almost fell if it wasn't for him catching me but my hat fell down and I opened my eyes "Great now he'll think I'm a monster a stupid worthless human being" he looked at me shocked and surprised "I have to run away" I was too frozen to even move so I just closed my eyes expecting something bad "Cool" was all I heard and I slowly opened my eyes

"M-mwo?" I asked and saw him admiring my eye smiling "Your eye is cool" he backed away and I stood straight "I like it" he said "W-wae?" "Because it's unique" "Unique?that's my first time hearing someone say that to me" "Wait" he wen somewhere and came back with a piece of paper and pen "Can I use you as an avatar in my new game?please you see my friends said my previous avatars sucked and I need to make new ones and you are just perfect..." I started getting dizzy and sick so I just grabbed my sunglasses and ran back to my apartment.

I ran to my room and sat leaning on the doors with my knees up to my chest "Freak!worthless monster!ugly peasant!outcast!..." the names from my childhood flashed back into my mind and tears started pouring down my cheeks as I held my ears to try to shut the voices down "B****!monster!monster!monster!"

/Taehyung's pov/

"Did I rush into it too much?" I put the pen and paper down "Of course you did Taehyung she probably isn't comfortable with that and you just rushed into it too much" I hit my head lightly "Is she mad?" I sat by the counter with my head supporting my chin

"She probably never wants to see me again"

It's already been 2 days since I saw her and she still hasn't replied to my texts "Excuse me miss" I heard outside so I went out and saw the mailman knocking on Jaehyun's door "I something wrong?" I asked "I have a delivery she needs to sign" he said "I'll go take a look" to my surprise the door was open so I just went in

"Jaehyun!" I looked around her apartment until I saw the bathroom doors opened "Jaehyun?" I opened it fully and saw her sitting next to the tub with her hand in it blood making it's way down her wrist "Jaehyun!" I grabbed a towel and blocked the blood "Stay with me Jaehyun" I took my phone and started calling the ambulance.

/Jaehyun's pov/

I was tired tired of living in this stupid world I rather be asleep forever then try to live on.I grabbed a knife and with tears still sliding down my cheeks I made a deep cut "Goodbye cruel world" I started getting numb "Finally my book is ending" just then I saw Taehyung come in and started screaming but I didn't hear anything "What are you doing here?why are you helping me?I'm just a worthless monster"
I couldn't stay awake and I eventually fainted.