Punk, more or less

Nervous or what?

Third person pov

Michael had noticed Luke was acting a bit strange, nervous even, he didn't know why. He started to worry that Luke might think Michael wanted something from Luke that he wasn't ready to give, but Michael would never make Luke do anything he didn't want to do. Luke knew that right? Luke knew Michael didn't do this just to get into Luke's pants?

Luke noticed Michael got nervous and he wondered what on earth could make Michael nervous. Did Michael know something? Was Michael going to try something with Luke? Luke wouldn't mind of course but Michael didn't know Luke was ready? Or did he, was that something you could tell? Like a certain aura that Luke gave off?

Both boys noticed the difference as they walked along the hotels to get to theirs, they noticed the tenseness of the other, the awkward silence that was lingering around them. Both of them knew something was going on but they didn't want to comment on it, let alone actually ask what the other was thinking of.

Michael looked over at Luke, wondering why his love was staring at the ground intently, why he was biting his lip like there was no tomorrow. Luke's hand was slightly shaking in his, Michael wondered if it was the cold air of the night or nerves, so Michael did what he thought was the right thing. He let go of Luke's hand and shrugged his blazer off, hanging it over Luke's bare shoulders.

"You looked cold." Michael explains when Luke looks up shocked, he blushed. Michael got Luke to blush so he knew whatever was going on it wasn't about the night. Michael was worried Luke hadn't liked the date or that Michael had done something wrong, the blush and the smile Luke gave him was enough for Michael to know that at least that wasn't the problem, but does that make whatever Luke was worried about worse or not that bad at all?

When Michael and Luke walked into the hotel, Luke walked off and asked the person at the front desk for something and a pen, he wrote something down and then got some sciccors, Michael tried to see what Luke was doing but he wouldn't show Michael, then Luke grabbed the paper, hiding it in his hand as he walked back up to Michael.

"What did you do?" Michael asks as they walk to the elevator.

"Don't ask, I'll show you in the room." Luke says, smiling at his handsome boyfriend innocently. Luke knew he wanted this bad and but he was worried he'd suck at it. He was worried Michael wouldn't like it and he'd leave him. Luke worried so much but he tried to hide it, he tried to hide how insecure he felt, knowing Michael had done it before. Luke was worried he'd not be as good as Paul, he'd not please Michael like Paul did. He was worried about the pain he'd have the next day, what if Michael didn't bring condoms? Luke knew he had some but what if they weren't the right size? Luke's never had to buy condoms before, he didn't know what size Michael needed. He knew Michael was big but what would he have to compare that too? Calum, Calum was all Luke had to compare size too and himself of course and Michael was bigger but how would you know what size condom he needed? Luke was too nervous to look through Michael's things to find a box with a size or to ask Ashton because they'd know what was going on. Luke didn't want Michael or Ashton to know he was buying condoms. Heck he didn't even want Calum to know but well Calum found out so yeah, Calum didn't know what to say about it so he put the pack back where he found it and looked at Luke awkwardly for a few minutes before shrugging and walking away. Luke hoped Calum hadn't told Ashton or Michael about what he found the boy packing. Luke was sure his heart was going to stop beating the moment the elevator dinged and let them know they were on their floor.

Michael opened the door to their hotel room, letting Luke walk in first. He closed the door nervously and looked around to see Luke with his eyes closed, taking deep breaths.

"Are you ok Kitten?" Michael asks, he stepped up to Luke and cupped his face, bringing him up to look at him.

"You're fidgeting and you're nervous, if you think you need to do anything because of that date then you're wrong. I'm not going to make you do anything you're not ready for ok? I'm fine with just cuddling, I know what happens often after a date when two people are in a relationship but I'm still perfectly fine waiting for you." Michael says, hoping this would calm Luke down, however Luke shook his head.

"No, it's not that that made me nervous." Luke whispers, Michael sighs and moves his hand to hold Lukes, Luke lets the rectangle piece of paper go into Michael's hand. Michael felt Luke's hand shaking a little so he grabbed the paper and let go of Luke's hand.

Michael frowned at the rectangle piece of paper, it was plane white piece of paper, with a simple 'V' written on it.

"What's this?" Michael asks, he doesn't understand why Luke was nervous and why Luke had gone through all that to write a 'V' on the small piece of paper.

AN/ LOLOLOL Michael you are so oblivious!!!!