*chapter 5*
Me and zayn were getting along really nicely. It felt like we were a married couple already. Zayn made me laugh sometimes too. Louis and zayns personalities were very different though. But for some reason I felt like I could b in love with both of them.
Me and zayn were watching a film and all of a sudden zayn goes "I'm going out tonight." Oh no... "going out" ....those words scared me when it came out of a man I loved's mouth.
I felt my cheek "lemme guess the bar?" I asked nervously. "Noo! Never!! I would never do that to u EVER!!!" Then he kissed my cheek. I automatically felt special again. He said "no I'm going to dinner with my friend and his cousins, he invited me and I haven't seen them in a while so I'm gonna go... ok?" I go "that's fine but you can still order wine.."
After zayn laughed he hugged me and kissed me again, it was a long kiss... ours always was. We were still kissing, he was leaning in and my arms were around his neck. Then all of sudden I hear a door shut. Then I heard a deep British voice saying "am I interrupting?"
Then harry saw it was me and said "did I just walk in a different dimension?" Then zayn (being the gentlemen he was) said "no Jenna's mine now.." That made me feel REALLY REALLY special. I had to smile. Then harry goes "what, Jenna what about Louis?" Uh-oh....Louis. I had forgotten about him when zayn had said that I was his.
Then zayn goes "harry, lemme say this nicely, Louis's a dirtbag...." Then zayn told him the whole story, and it seemed like harry was getting madder every sentence zayn said. I was holding onto zayns arm the entire story. The story caused me such pain, but anything about zayn made me feel better. Zayn held me back too, he cared about me SOOOO much.
When we finished the story harry goes "he..is..dead.." Then we both stop him and tell him it's not worth it. Then he goes "well I guess the double dates off.." I nod and zayn goes "what double date?" Then I go "me and Louis were gonna go on a double with harry and Lauren." Zayn said "well ur not going to that." He got so protective... I loved that.
Lauren...LAUREN!!!!! OMYGOSH I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT LAUREN!!! I should call her, so I got out of zayns grip and rushed over to my phone. 76 missed messages from Lauren... But nothing, nothing from Louis. That made me feel pretty upset, but then I remembered what zayn had said.. I was his now...his.
But then I called Lauren, she was in this huge panicky frantic "JENNA OMYGOSH WHAT HAPPENED? WHERE R U? LOUIS'S REALLY UPSET? WHAT'D HE DO? WHAT'D U DO? WHO STARTED IT? WHAT WAS IT ABOUT?!?!?!" "Omygod let me answer these questions!" ,"me and Louis got into a HUGE fight because he came home at 1:00 o'clock in the morning-drunk and then he..uh..." "What'd he do?!", Lauren said with anxiety, (I started to tear up) "he hit me..." "OMYGOD r u ok?!" Lauren said. "Ya I'm fine", I answered, "just pretty upset." "Well, where r u now?"
"Um... I'm at zayn's," and I had to tell her......."and we're kinda dating...." I admitted.
It was so loud I thought zayn and harry could hear her scream "WHAT?!?!" "Shhhhh..." I said as I tried to calm her down. I could tell she was hyperventilating. "I'm coming there!" she said. I tried to tell her not to, but she hung up. I really didn't want her to come her to come here and start a scene. I called her 3 times. No answer. Just zayns door opening and shutting.
"Hi Lauren.", "what r u doing here?" I heard zayn say. Once I heard that I zoomed over to zayn. Zayn saw me and gave me a hug..... Great. I saw Lauren giving zayn the evil eye... I really don't no y she was getting all mad. I mean she's acting like zayn killed her whole family in their sleep or something. I decided to find out after harry tried to give Lauren a kiss, but she was too mad.
"Lauren wanna talk in our room", I said to her. "Our?-".... "Let's go" I cut her off. So we went into me and zayns room and I go "ok,what's up?" Then she goes "you're asking me what's up? You're the one who is ALL over zayn TWO days later!"
I was almost getting pissed. "Look, Lauren zayn really cares about me he has secretly for 2 years, and when I needed help he was there within 5 minutes and he kissed me because he couldn't stand that I was upset and that's all I could ask of anyone... to care and that's why it only took me a little while to fall completely in love with him.
I could tell Lauren heard what I said and absorbed it. She accepted it "ok," she said "...but what am I gonna tell Louis?" Now this angered me.. "Louis? Why did u have to tell Louis anything?" Then Lauren says that "she told him she would come and talk to me."
I wanted no part of Louis and I wanted him to no nothing, so that's what Lauren to tell Louis... nothing just like what I heard from Louis.
