*chapter 9*
It was 7:30 I just got out of the shower and put a beach dress on, it was light blue and gray stripes and I had a brown belt with gold and silver beads on it. My purse matched my belt and and I wore light brown wedges with gold ribbings tying it. I looked pretty good. And I was glad about that, because I wanted to break louis' heart like he did mine.
Then it was around 7:50 when I was ready "zayn I'm leaving now!" I said. I had told zayn Lauren was treating me to a girls night to get over everything. Zayn came out, "ohhh no!" He said. "What?," I asked with worry. I really wanted to look good tonight and if zayn said I didn't, then I didn't.
"I thought u guys were gonna b going to the nail salon or something, but now that u look so pretty ur going somewhere else aren't u?" Zayn said. "Ya we're going to a restaurant... Y does it matter." I asked. "Uh-oh, u look too beautiful to b going somewhere with other guys.... they're gonna b ALL over u." Awwwww I loved him, and u have no idea zayn.... u have no idea. "I promise I won't let one guy touch me, i'll think of u the entire night I swear, I love u." I said right b4 I kissed him. "I love u too, make good choices and b careful love." He said. "Ok, I gotta go though bye." I said as I was walking out. "Bye." He said.
It was already 7:59 I rushed out of there. Sure enough Louis was walking down the hallway. He looked at me "u look gorgeous Jenna." He said. I can tell he really meant it but I refused to let him know I knew. "Thanks." I said with an eye-roll.
"Shall we go?" He said all gentlemen-like. I regretted going already, I was gonna fall in love with him again. I just knew it. There was nothing that I can resist more than a gentlemen. "Ya," I said walking down the stairs. He looked REALLY HOT!!! I had to admit it, even though I really didn't want to, I had to. And he was wearing the cologne, but I was not wearing the perfume. I wouldn't dare. I was smarter than that.
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~At the restaurant~
This place was really nice, not too shabby Louis! He even got the four of us a private room so we wouldn't b recognized. We walked into the room and it was REALLY NICE!!!! It had a golden chandelier. Gold curtains with beads in the back and the entire room was red. The entire floor had red rose petals all spread around it. And in the middle there was a gold-white table with a red rose center piece, the table had white rose petals all over it. But then I noticed something.... the table had only two chairs.....
"Where are the other two chairs Louis?" I said irritated. "Ohhh hmm.... they must've messed up..." He said with his hands on his hips and scratching his head sarcastically. "Louis....?" I said with a demanding tone. "Ohh.. ya... ummmm..., Lauren and harry think that u didn't wanna come and the double date's off." "WHAT?!?," I said shocked I knew he wanted to get me back but I didn't think the he would ACTUALLY do this, "Louis that wasn't our plan," I said really annoyed. "But that was mine...." Louis said with a smile and a wink.
Even though I was kinda pissed at him, it was hard to b. I mean when u really think about how much work he put into this, and how much he cared I just wanted to go over there sit on his lap, give him the biggest hug, and kiss him on the face until I couldn't breathe anymore. But I WOULDN'T DARE.....EVER!!!!!
"Aren't u gonna sit?," he asked with puppy eyes. I did, but I kept my promise to zayn, he was the only thing on my mind right now... now I was even lying to myself. Even I knew zayn WAS NOT the only thing on my mind. Louis looked me right in the eyes, his eyes were so gorgeous they were a crystal blue with specks of green right around the pupil.
"So how have u been?" Louis asked me trying to break the ice. "Fine, u?" I asked. "Terrible," he said with a sigh, "I can't do anything without u, I can barely breathe.... the thought actually crossed my mind to.... forget it.." He said, looking defeated. "What crossed your mind," I asked concerned. "Nothing I don't want u to freak out." He said. "Louis I think u've known me long enough to know that I get more freaked out when u don't tell me." I said. And that was completely true, I'd rather know and freak out, than not know and have the curiosity killing me. "Fine. I'll tell u.... but ur gonna freak. I was thinking about.... cutting myself." He said. "WHAT?!?!?!?!? LOUIS DID U?!?!?!?" he was right I was FREAKING OUT, HE COULDN'T HAVE, HE WOULDN'T!!!! "Almost, but no." He said. "OH THANK GOD, LOUIS UR CRAZY PLEASE DON'T EVER DO THAT NO MATTER WHAT!!!" I said. "What would u care?" Louis said. "Louis I don't care about anyone more than I care about u!" I blurted out. I didn't mean to it just blurted out, it's almost like it said it itself. Louis looked up at me with shock, but he also looked kinda happy, I had no idea what he was gonna say next.
