Nothing Left

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The day I met you
I became a better person
The day I lost you
I had nothing left in this world.

I remember it like yesterday
Another day came and went
Then friday came and I got the call
You were coming to me.

I was over the moon
I had everything ready for you
Nervous anticipation filled the air
Knock knock knock on the door.

I yanked the door opened
My eyes fell onto the biggest set of blues
I was instantly in love
I knew from that day on it would just be the two of us.

We struggled the oncoming days
Finding our routine was difficult
But I never regretted the moment you stepped into my life.

Those big blue eyes searching mine
For all the answers in the world
I wanted everything perfect
But the storm was sure to come.

The storm held off
We grew stronger
We made a pact
Together forever.

Then I got the news
There was another
I was severely damaged 
I couldn't even hold myself together.

I tried to fight for you
I want you to know
I would do anything for you
But it wasn't enough.

Just know my sweet sweet girl
Even though
I was only your mommy for a little while
I will never forget you my sweet girl.

Now I lay here
Crying all the time
Missing my daughter
Even if legally she wasn't mine.

I have nothing left as I lay here and weep
Nothing left to bare for the world
Nothing left to give anyone
So I just lay here and weep.

I am done with this world now
My little girl is gone
I have nothing left to live for
Nothing left at all.

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