what exactly do you do when you love somebody, but can't be with them? there's this girl I've known my entire life, we grew up going to the same church. over the past 1 1/2 years, we've been real close. I was infatuated with her for awhile and everything slowly dwindled down. one time before she was leaving to go on vacation i whispered into her ear and told her i was falling for her and kissed her on the cheek. two months after that she was going through a rough time and i held both of her hands and told her whatever she's going through, i'm here for her and I kissed her forehead. now I have a much deeper feeling and just the thought of losing her makes me cry. I was over her house and we got into a deep conversation and she talked about how she thinks she loves someone from Florida (she met him down there 2 years ago and hasn't talked to him since). she also visits there because she loves it. all she does is talk about how she can't wait to finish school so she can move there (on her Facebook)
then she went on and told me that if she ever got heart broken again, she doesn't think she would ever be able to love someone again. she was water eyed and I felt her pain, it was hurting me. we stopped talking a couple months back because something happened. I told her from the day I lost my mom (I was 11) til the day I lost her, I didn't cry once (I am 22). but the day I did lose her, I cried. I told her she was going to call me a *****, and she called me a ***** and smiled at me. then she talked about how I am like the perfect guy, and she was naming things that make me so great. (shes 26 years old)
