Not your average..

A new beginning

My name's Chayenne, my mom told me to write in this journal thing about my feelings because i start school tomorrow, i'm going to a new school
in fact. Well anyways i don't know how i feel so there's not much to write. Bye.
-C

Chayenne closed her journal and stood up. She looked around her dark room that honestly smelt like perfume, her eyes stopped at her band posters wich reminded her that she could use some music. She opened her laptop, clicked on spotify and waited for it to load. When it had finally fully loaded she listened to Halsey's new album badlands. She sat down on her bed and just sang along. Suddenly she felt her phone vibrate against her leg. She took it out of her pocket, Jen was calling her. "Hi Jen" 'Hellooooo Chay how are you doing? Are you exited? Are you scared? You know you can talk to me about anything right?!' "HEY, relax okay, i'm okay. I'm not scared and i'm certainly not exited. Thank you for caring though." 'As your best friend it's my job to care.' "Yeah yeah i know that. How are you doing by the way?" 'I'm good, i'm good.' "Awesome" 'yeah..' Chayenne took a deep, shaky breath. "Okay maybe i'm terrified.." 'I knew it! You shouldn't be Chay, everyone will love you!' "I hope so.." They talked for a few more minutes, wich seemed like hours, and then ended their phone call. Chay decided to go to bed early since she wouldn't get much sleep anyways. She turned off her music, then laid on her bed staring at her white wooden ceiling. She was terrified of going to a new school with unknown people. Finally after lots of thinking she turned to the right, closed her eyes and fell asleep. 'Tomorrow everything will be different..'

*RRRRIINNNGGG*

"Shit! Is it time already?"
She jumps out of bed and goes to her closet. "What to wear, what to wear.." She grabs her black skinny jeans, her flower print top and a black cardigan. She went to the bathroom to take a hot shower, wich didn't take too long. When she got out of the shower she got dressed and looked in the mirror, quickly brushed her hair and went downstairs. She ate the delicious eggs and bacon her mom made for her and went back upstairs. Back in the bathroom she brushed her teeth and looked in the mirror again, scanning every inch of her own face.. Chay decided to put on some eyeliner and to her own suprise she drew two perfect wings. "Eyeliner on fleek" she chuckled. She went downstairs again, took her bag, put on her white leather Nikes and ran out the door. "BYE MOM SEE YOU LATER" 'Bye honey, have fun!'
Chayenne walked to the bus stop and waited for the bus to arrive. It was quite boring just standing there. The bus finally arrived and she got on it. There weren't any alone-seats free so she sat next to this guy in the back, he had nice dark hair that was styled into a fringe. It really complimented his face. He smiled at her when she sat next to him, aw he had dimples. One deeper than the other tho, she smiled back at him and couldn't help but stare at him for a few seconds. His eyes were a nice shade of brown, he seemed like a sweet and warm person. Her stare was interrupted by a text from Jen. 'Hey, you on the bus yet? I hope you have a seat because those busses are quite full most of the time and i wouldn't want your giant feet to get tired ;) Anyways maybe we can hang out after school?' She smiled and replied. "Yeah i'm on the bus and i have a seat, next to a really cute guy in fact :) yeah sure meet you at the train station?" She heard a slight chuckle next to her. Oh no he read that?! She quickly sent the text and sank down into her seat. She felt her face go red. 'I'm cute? Well thanks' said the guy softly. He sounded very british. "Yeah, sorry about that tho i didn't think you would spy on my texts" they both laughed and the bus stopped. They arrived at the bus stop near Chay's school. "Anyways see ya." 'Yeah, i'll make sure to keep this seat for you if the bus is full again.' She smiled at him and got off the bus. She was standing in front of the school gate, lot's of people entered with friends or met their friends inside. Chayenne realised in all this chaos: she's on her own.