fell hard for hayes grier

dating kellen

Beep beep my alarm went off. I was cold I notice I wasn't covered in blankets and in was on the floor. Must have fell out of bed again.

I got out of bed and went to my bathroom. I looked in the mirror and wanted to cry I looked so fat. I did what I had to I got my tooth brush and threw up whatever was in my stomach.

After I was done I got in the shower washed my body and my hair with conditioner. I got out and blow dried my hair. I thought why not a natural look.

It was 6:40 when I finished my hair and makeup which was just mascara. I went into my closet and put on a blue dress and black wedges. I went down stairs and grabbed a pop tart and walked to school.

At school

I walked into the building and there was a bunch of whispers. I automatically thought about me and kellen. I went to my locker got my books and this time I didn't get pushed or punched nothing happened. Kellen walked up to me and smiled. He put his arm around me and said "you look beautiful as always." I couldn't help but smile.

I said "why thank you." And we walk to class together. I got stares the rest of the day but I didn't care I was finally happy.

It was last period and finally the bell rang. I walked out of class and to my locker. Kellen was already there waiting for me. I smiled "hey what's up don't you have a football game today?" I questioned him. "Yeah I want you to come and then after that we can get ice cream and hangout?" He spoke I laughed and said "I'd love too what time is it again?" He spoke with a smile "in two hours see you then?" "It's a date." I laughed and he smiled and leaned in for a kiss and said "one more for good luck?" I laughed and leaned in and kissed him and said "maybe if you win you'll get unlimited kisses." He laughed and said "baby we always win." I laughed and pushed him to leave and he did, i smiled about what just happend. I could get used to this.

I was now walking home when a heard a my name being called

"HAZEL" Nash called running up to me

I stopped and laughed at the boy "yes?"

"can we talk?"

"About?"

"Hayes"

As he said that I wanted to punch him in the face right between the nose. I wanted to tell him what he said but I knew what I said wasn't the right thing to say.

"Okay.... but there's nothing to talk about.."

"Yes there is... Hayes he is hurt because of what you said..... just please he is trying to look out for, for you.... your dating the person who bullied you brutally each day.... hazel please... what if .. what if he is really trying to hurt you... "

"Nash please just stop okay... what hayes said hurt too... I just don't want to talk about this anymore okay... yeah he hurt me but he seem so sorry and caring... it's a side I've never seen before and .. and I'm finally happy please just understand where I'm coming from...?

"Hazel listen okay.. Hayes hasn't eaten since you guys last talked, he hasn't left his room, I went into his room to check on him and he was crying.. you mean a lot to him and yeah you guys barely know eachother and stuff, but he knows about your dad, the bullying and probably is beating himself up, because if you get hurt he is gonna think it's his fault, because he couldn't stop it... please just talk to hayes please???"

"Okay" I blankly said to nash, processing what he just said.

"Okay well hayes is home I guess we could do it now, since we live real close *laughs*"