fell hard for hayes grier

the epic day

To start you off here is where it all started. From my "parents" beating me. I was 12 and in the car riding with my mom. She was taking me shopping since I need new clothes. She was going a little to fast and didn't see the red light when all of a sudden a car came and hit right into the side of our car, just so happened it was my side of the car i was on. Of course I wasn't wearing a seat bealt. I went right threw the wind shield. I was laying there in a puddle of blood, aching, scared. I heard sirins Coming from my left and right. I tried my hardest to open my eyes but it was like lifting a pile of bricks. Finally I had enough strength to open them but I wish I didn't open them. I saw my mom there her head in the wind shield just staring at me she wasn't moving or blinking! I wanted to yell I wanted to scream mommy please don't leave me! But I closed my eyes. I heard foot steps coming towards me. A male spoke " hurry put her on the gurney." I heard a girl speak " she's losing a lot of blood I don't know if she is still alive." I want to say something. But no words would come out so I just made a little ah sound. Luckily they heard me. The male said " hold on I feel her heart beat and she just made a hurt sound. Tim go get her mom and see if she is alive." I knew at this point she wasn't and I just wanted to scream mommy, noooo, why, fucking car, aghhhh. I wanted to sob but I knew I couldn't. Then everything went black.
Two hours later
I heard loud beeps from somewhere I didn't know where though. I heard someone take a seat next to me and speak. " Hazel Grace Lancaster you have to make it. Mommy's gone. She died on the secne your too young to understand but mommy's in a better place baby girl I love you and don't leave me please don't go. I I NEED YOU I NEED YOU SO MUCH YOUR ALL I HAVE LEFT. He started to sob really hard. Then the beeps got louder and faster I didn't know what was happening was I dying right now? I heard more footsteps and a doctor say "we need to do surgery she is having a heart attack. I shoot my eyes open in pain and screamed AGHHHH, IT HURTS, MOMMM, the doctors rushed me out the room I looked in the waiting room and saw a family and my dad sitting there watching me as I'm screaming at the doctors in pain. I was sobbing it hurt so much. The older women looked at me and started to cry. A 14 ish year old boy was hugging her tight. There was a little girl about the age of 6 with blond hair really pretty hugging a boy that looked to be about my age my dad just looked at me and cried harder. At this point the doctors stuck something in me to make me go to sleep I was yelling in the hall way and they thought I was being to loud. But definitely not the one dying here.
Skip till after the surgery
I came back into my room I woke up when they were done thank goodness I didn't wake up when they were cutting me open. I was laying when the family came back in I looked at them confused and scared. The oldest boy said "I'm nash grier and this is my family." I looked at him and nodded. He began to speak again " listen I don't know how your gonna take this but we're so sorry we kinda hit your car with our moving truck I'm so sorry we killed your mom. I'm so sorry your in the hospital. I'm so sorry." I just looked at him and tears came down my face. I finally spoke " I can't believe the famous nash grier killed my mom." I said with tears in my eyes. I spoke once more " your a monster you hurt my family I rather be died then my mom! She was my everything she is the only true one that I have! Now she is gone! Because of you! My dad is a drunk and I can't take him alone! Me and my mom worked as a team! How can I have a team without my only team mate my only rock! SHE'S GONE AHHH I LOST MY MOMMY YOU KILLED MY MOMMY!!!! I said in sobs! I really made everyone in the room cry! Nash just hugged me and said "I'm sorry I'm so sorry!" I sighed and said "I guess it's okay! Just promise me you'll be apart of my team" in tears and he hugged me even tighter then said "we all are apart of you team!" I smiled and asked them where they were moving to and they said the house next to me. I was in shock but happy! But i was broken just too broken! that's how my mommy died!

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