It gets hard but it won't take away my love

It gets hard but it won't take away my love (2/?)

A/N: so here's chapter two :) it's a bit shorter than the previous one but yeah... hahha anyway i wrote some more but i first need to 'clean' and 'fix' that before i can i post it :3 -xx-

chapter two.

Today was the day Kurt was going to tell them. He Juliet and some other oncologist named Peter discussed the test results and they were now sure about it. And since Kurt was Blaine’s doctor he got the lovely job to tell the Andersons. Kurt who wasn’t focused on what happened now but instead on his thoughts didn’t noticed there had been a knock on the door until there was another one, louder this time. ‘Yes, come in’ Kurt says and the door immediately opens. For the first time ever Blaine is the first to come in, followed by his mom and dad. ‘Have a seat’ Kurt says and they do. ‘We discussed the test results and’ but before Kurt can finish he is interrupted by Arthur. ‘And what?’ his eyes widen a little as he realises what he just did ‘I’m sorry I didn’t mean to…’ ‘It’s okay’ Kurt says trying to understand how hard it must be for them. Kurt still doesn’t know how to tell even though he’d done it maybe a hundred times before it’s hard to tell that because with telling those three words you’re ruing someone’s future you break someone’s heart but he has to tell them. Kurt takes a deep breath and speaks out the three feared words ‘You have cancer’ Blaine’s eyes widen in shock. Maybe that wasn’t what he expected to hear or maybe it was but hearing just made it a thousand times worse. Blaine was biting his lip to try and hold back the tears while his mother didn’t do any effort to hold them back and just let them fall. She buried her nose into Blaine’s ungelled – yes he listened to her- hair while holding her husbands hand. No one said anything and Kurt’s heart broke into a thousand pieces again knowing that he was the one who caused this. He of course didn’t cause the cancer but he was the one who told them. You can learn a lot about people according to their reactions. Arthur was the person who isn’t showing any feelings at al he is neither crying nor angry. He was the sort of type who tried to stay strong, strong for his wife and his son but the minute he’s being left alone he would burst out in tears. Then there’s Eileen who is obviously not ashamed of her tears and just shows her feelings even though she knows how vulnerable that makes her but she doesn’t care because she just heard that her son got cancer and that is something worth crying for. And then at last there’s Blaine, he’s still biting his lip but there’s a single tear slipping down his face. Blaine is the type of person that just doesn’t know what to do because he wants to stay strong show his parents that he is going to be alright but at the same time he wants to burst out into tears. After a few more minutes Blaine gives up and his shoulders start to shake lightly of the sobs. His mother leans closer to him and start caressing his hair while whispering soothing words in his ear even though they’re maybe more to convince herself that everything is going to be okay. Kurt knew he needed to tell them more information and show the results of the Ct-scan to show where the tumour is but he didn’t want to. There was something about this family that made it difficult something about the way they treated each other, so full of love. Not that the other families Kurt had told the news didn’t love each other but this, this was different. Kurt stood up and walked to the sink filling three glasses of water first handing the two glasses -he could only carry two glasses in one walk- to Eileen and Blaine since they seemed the ones who needed it the most and handed the third one to Arthur who gave Kurt a thankful look for taking care of his family. Kurt still didn’t feel like talking but he knew he had to and the sooner the better so he opened Blaine’s dossier and got the photo’s out of it. He pointed with his pen at some dark spot. ‘This is the tumour’ he says. ‘As you can see it’s not all too big, in fact it’s 1.4 inches. Also it’s not spread which is very good and this means that we can just remove the tumour during an operation.’ Kurt said. He didn’t even waited for an answer anymore because he knew there wasn’t coming any. It always went like this. After that one word had passed Kurt’s lips no one would say a thing anymore. They would cry or just be too shocked. He couldn’t blame them though. Kurt couldn’t imagine how it was to hear that your child who is the most precious thing in the world the person you adore and love got something so terrible. Kurt’s just couldn’t imagine he only knew that it must be terrible. Kurt knew they wanted to leave wanted to leave this terrible place the place where they heard the awful news. They would never forget December fifteen –the date of today- because that was the date their lives changed completely.