You left me here to bleed (a Andy Biersack fanfiction)

CHAPTER:5 i didnt mean to

I woke up to me in a hospital bed AGAIN I saw all five faces of the band

"Wh...what happened" I said rubbing my head I saw Ashley crying Andy said "you hit your head of your desk after taking some pills"

Ashley walked over to me and said "why would you take those" I started to tear up and said "because of the dream, I need to take them if I do" I started to cry

"Why though why do you need to take them. You COULD OF DIED" I looked at him and said "I WISH I DID SO I DIDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOU"

I got up ripping the IVs out and opened the door and ran I didn't care that there where scream at me I ran out of the hospital

I looked at my phone to see that it was 1:00 am. It looked like I was at a park I saw a bench and sat at it grabbed my razor and ripped off my gloves

I put the razor to my skin and dragged it against my skin once twice three times I lost count. I wiped off the blood and put my gloves back on 

I put my hands in pocket to see that I had money but not enough to get a hotel so I grabbed my phone a texted Jake

G(yeah come pick me up I'm freezing out here)
J(ok where are you me and Andy are coming to get you)
G(ok I'm at a park)
J(ok were coming)

After texting Jake I sat at the bench waiting. Then realizing I had my headphones and phone a put my headphones in. I started to blast lost it all by black veil brides. Yes I do like their music but not them their dicks I only and only like their music nothing else.

It was like an hour and I was starting to get tired. I looked at my phone and saw that it was 2:50. I started to cry and took out my razor took off my gloves. I started cutting again I cut one I little to deep so I stop cutting put my razor back and put my gloves back on

After what felt like forever I hear some faint voices but I just fell asleep. I felt someone pick me up and say "Jake I found her" I knew it was Andy

"Thank you I'm fr...freezing" I managed to say he put something on me I think it was his leather coat

I remember someone picking up out of the car saying "Jake open the door she's sleeping...so cute" the last part was a whisper

I heard a door click and Ashley start ranting "shut the fuck up Ash your going to wake her" jinxx said in a kinda of whisper yell while Andy brought me to my room

He put me on the bed softly and I said "Andy can you sleep with me" stupid right but I wanted someone to cuddle with

I could feel the smrik on his face while he said "of course" he got into the bed and cuddle with me holding me closer than anything "thank you Andy,your the best" I said as going to sleep

I feel safe with him I heard Andy mumble something to him self as he pulled me closer. For some reason I feel like am falling for Andy

No I can't be. Can I

Authors note: cliff hanger noooooo well whatever I will make more chapters porbaly tomorrow see ya BVB army