I do not own any characters expect for Shay
This story takes place when Dean comes back from Hell, this is my first Supernatural fanfic it may take time to update but it'll get updated :) Tell me what you think, vote. and enjoy!
Oh, and not really liking the title i had picked out may change it, any ideas? (Also sorry for the miss spelling if you find any, I'm slowly going back to fix those)
"Shay, could you get that? Money's on the night stand!" Sam shouted from the bathroom, i danced my way over as the music blared i put down the beer bottle I was in nothing but a tank top and booty shorts that showed my legs to much i twisted the door knob i glanced up to see a familiar face... Bobby my eyes widend seeing the next figure beside him I ran straight into him dropping the cash flinging my arms around his neck his arms went around my waist holding me there our eyes locked, our faces just inches away.
"Hey Shay was that the Pi-" He stopped dead in his tracks wearing a white buttoened down top buttoning it up.
"Dean?"
I jumped out of Dean's arms the horrifying events flashed before me as the memories of him being torn into all came flooding back to me how could he possibly be standing? How could he possibly still look this good?
"Hey Sammy"
Sam grabbed a knife from the back of his pocket putting to his brothers throat pushing him against the wall I pried him away as Bobby stepped into the room.
"It's really him Sam, we've done every test he passed."
Sam dropped the knife moments later hugging his brother Dean hugged him back as Sam sniffed a bit clinching onto his shirt he pulled back moments later.
"You two having a little party here?" Dean asked noticing the bottles all over the room, clothes strung everywhere he then glanced at me with a smirk.
"We were.. we were just.." Sam stuttered.
Dean put his hand up, "I don't want to know, I'm just glad to be back." he commented.
I glanced down at my feet guilt hit me like a thounsand pound brick i felt a small lump in my throat, Dean and I.. we were together for over nearly three years once he was sent to hell my whole world came falling apart i only had Sam and Bobby, I followed Sam on the road I became friends with Ruby if you want to call it that she would help Sam with his powers.
"Did you have something to do with bringing me back?" Dean asked Sam breaking my thoughts.
"No" He stated simply.
"Don't lie to me Sammy." Dean's voice rose.
"I'm not lying." Sam argued back tying his boots.
"Shay?" My head shot up instantly my mouth was dry. "Shay did you make the deal?" He asked.
I shook my head, "No" and it was the truth, I mean yes i did try to make a deal but they wouldn't do it no matter what offer i had given them they wouldn't allow Dean to come back i would have done anything in my power to bring the man i love back in my life, yes i did do some bad things while he was in hell like this for one the guilt knawed in my chest.
"If you two didn't then who did?" Dean asked.
"Good question" Bobby spoke up. "The only thing left to do is head on over back to my place and do some research."
"Dean I'-" I was cut off.
"Don't, I just want to know who brought me back." Dean walked out nearly bumping into Sam who instantly took the necklace off handing it over to Dean.
"You might want this back."
Dean looked at it grabbing it from his brother, "Thanks." He mumbled slipping it back around his neck and continued out the door, Sam glanced at me a moment i shrug pulling the bag over my shoulder crawling into the back seat.
"Do you want to drive?"
"Do I ever? How's my only baby girl doing?" Dean cooed at his car getting inside.
His only baby girl? I bit my lower lip as Sam glanced back at me i shrug trying to fight the tears from pouring down, how could I have screwed something up that was so perfect? How could I have lost something that was so perfect?
Those questions kept replaying in my head over and over again on the way to Bobby's as i stared out the window listening to nothing but silents it was weird usually they would be arguing or talking about their dad but it was to quiet and tense to tense, i couldn't hold it anymore i gasped for air as the tears began to stream down my cheeks only allowing Dean to glance back he pulled the car over.
"Shay? are you okay?" Sam asked.
"I need out" I mumbled.
Dean stayed put gripping the stirring wheel then suddenly slammed his fist against it only allowing me to jump and Sam to glance over Dean stepped out of the car I followed walking behind the car leaning against the trunk bent down my hair hiding my face as i felt the tears continue it was as if i couldn't control them i could hear a car door open then close only meaning Sam had stepped out.
"Dean, what happened back at the hotel?" Sam asked concerned.
"I should be asking you that" Dean retorted slamming the door only allowing me to jump a little.
"Dean, we had a few drinks it just- it happened, there was no stopping it." Sam said.
I could picture Dean clinching his fists together, "God Damnit.." He murmmered I could hear footsteps coming toward me I glance up to see Dean standing in front of me suddenly i was greated by the warmth of his arms around my waist pulling me in tightly for a hug i took that and quickly wrapped my arms around him clinching onto his shirt crying into his chest I had soon calmed down i looked up feeling Dean's thumbs carrese my cheeks wiping away the rest of the tears his lips suddenly on my own my eyes fluttered shut from the touch of his lips that sent electric waves through my body, that was the feeling i had missed all these years he slowly picked my feet up off the ground placing me ontop of the trunk soon the kiss ended his index finger now under my chin his eyes looking into my own.
"I'm sorry Dean" I whispered.
Dean nods removing his finger, "I know I'm sorry for blowing up like that, I'd hate to lose my girl." that brought a smile to my face, his girl.
"Come on, let's go figure out what drug me back up here to earth." He held out his hand i glance down smiling taking it jumping off the hood of the car getting back into the car followed by Dean, Sam was already inside the car started back up, Dean continued our way to Bobby's.
