Dear Layla,
why cant anyone understand? Bisexual doesn't mean any human body turns you on. Like when a woman looks at just any man naked does she instantly get wett? NO! Or at least I hope not. But this shouldn't even have to be said. I didn't even see her naked! Plus shes completely straight and Christian! Gosh, her and Leo have barely even made out! Shes my best friend and I may joke and flirt but that's just our kidding around. I say I want her but no, not at all. She doesn't ever do it for me. DAMNIT! How does mom ever expect me to tell her when I want to, or already have, cut when she is constantly the main reason besides just The Urge. If she thinks I'll do any girl I see how does she feel when Duke comes down? No respect for her? Well damn I wonder why. JK, I respect her more then she knows. I just want to cuddle my boyfriend and talk to my bestie when they are down! Oh and what is up with her getting mad at my grades from THE FIRST TRIMESTER OF SCHOOL?! Like the hell? And yes I have a D+ in math now, so what? Im struggling with life and you expect that to not reflect into at least one grade? I keep thinking of cutting again. But then I feel guilty.
Until the next break down,
-N/A
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Dear Layla, Journal of a medical cocktail... by a teen age girl...
Teen FictionThis is just bits and pieces from my journal with some things added and changed for dramatics. But first let me tell you a bit about "me" For starters I started writing this journal my freshman year of high school around 14 or so... I am also diagno...
