Dear Layla,
Im so nervous. Today I go back to Ratlif to get the birth control. This wouldn't bother me except Ive cut my thighs recently. Hopefully ill be able to keep the gown over my thighs. But I knew mom would find out about one of these times sooner or later. The scar on my shoulder iches.... all the time...
I still like cutting. It pisses me off that im so full of guilt when I do that I cant get back to my level seven depth again. Back to lvl 3.
Duke called me weak. Because I cut. He thinks its weak and ugly. He hates the scars.
But he has some of his own! I just don't understand it.
-N/A
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Dear Layla, Journal of a medical cocktail... by a teen age girl...
Teen FictionThis is just bits and pieces from my journal with some things added and changed for dramatics. But first let me tell you a bit about "me" For starters I started writing this journal my freshman year of high school around 14 or so... I am also diagno...
