Her Bully (S.M.)

Kian.

*Carter's pov*
I open my eyes looking at my alarm clock the time reads 7:00. Today is the big day, my brother is coming. I rub my eyes and remove the blanket from my body and crawl out of bed. I walk into the hallway heading straight to the restroom, I do my business and wash my hands after with some coconut hand soap that Shawn's mom always buys, I than dry my hands on a soft pink towel hanging on a rack by the sink. I'm already in here so why not wash my face, brush my teeth, and shower now. I do exactly that. When I finish in the restroom I head to Jaycee's room to check to see if shes awake. Which of course she is, and she already managed to put her outfit on for the big day. I smile at her, she realizes I'm in the room and jumps up from her little table that she has set up with fake teacups and plates and has her stuffed animals in chairs around the table and they all have a plate and cup. "Mommy." She says as she runs into my embrace. I squeeze her tight. "Hey sweetie what are you doing?." She points to the table. "I'm having a tea party." She than points to empty chair next to the chair she had been sitting in. "That chair is for uncle Kian." She says with excitement. I kiss her on the cheek and tell her to have fun before walking into the living room. When I reach the living room I find Shawn laying on the couch with his feet propped up on the coffee table and an episode of pretty little liars playing on the flat screen, as he munches on some chips. He looks so focused on the show. He looks so cute. I walk over to the couch and plop down next to him. He says good morning to me, with his eyes on the T.V. "Good morning, baby." I say placing a wet kiss on his cheek. He turns to his side grabbing me by the waist and looks into my eyes. "Kiss me." He puckers his lips. I give him a peck. But that isn't enough. He pushes his body against mine and places his lips to against mine putting one hand on my face his hand covering one whole side of my face, he kisses me a few more times before leading his kisses down to my neck, sucking on the skin softly than just a little bit harder I can feel he is gonna leave a mark, I don't stop him. It feels good. The door knob begins to move and loud talking and shuffling of bags continues until the door finally opens. Kian and Sam walk into the house with a bunch of bags and suitcases. My mouth drops open and I immediately jump onto my feet and start screaming. "WHAT THE HELL IS HE DOING HERE?." I huff, waiting for a response from my brother. Kian looks at me, "I asked him to come with me." I'm furious as these words escape from his lips. I sigh and look at Kian, "He isn't staying here is he?" Sam looks at me and says "If thats ok with you, Carter." Hell no its not. "I guess, just stay the hell away from me." I knew he wouldn't listen. This is gonna be the worst 3 months of my life. Today was supposed to be a fun and happy day, now that is ruined well at least for me. My bully is staying in the same house as me for 3 months. I roll my eyes, and ask Shawn to come to our room with me. When we reach the room I close the door shut behind me and turn around to look at Shawn. I begin to cry not being able to stop, I'm so upset that Sam is here. Shawn sits up from the bed and walks over to me wrapping me in his arms he asks me, "What's wrong, baby girl?"I sniffle and look up into his beautiful brown eyes and say. "He's here. I'm scared Shawn." What if he tries to do something to me? I can't go back to the way it used to be I just can't. Especially now that I have a child and a life! Shawn hugs me tightly, "I'm here, don't you worry I won't let him do anything to you." I feel safe at the moment. But I know Shawn can't protect me from that monster.. he's to sneaky. He'll find a way to hurt me somehow. Would he try to hurt Jaycee? I have no idea but if he even tries to lay a finger on her I will kill him. I'm so scared. Maybe he has changed? Nah, Sam will always be a prick. I need to talk to Kian. I tell Shawn thank you and head into the livingroom to find my brother sitting on the couch with Jaycee she has her barbies spread all over the couch and her favorite barbie who she calls "Cece" is in her hands and Kian has a Ken doll in hand. "Hey." I say making my presence noticed by the two of them. Kian and Jaycee look at me. "Hey sis, what's up." Kian says. "I need to talk to you alone please." He nods and puts the barbie down and begins to sit up walking to me I lead him to my bedroom. I tell Jaycee to keep playing and that Kian will be out to play with her again shortly. When we reach the bedroom I close the door behind us and begin, "Why did you bring him?" I ask calmly. He looks at me before saying, "Because he begged me, he told me he wanted to see you and that he wanted to apologize." I laugh outloud. "Bullshit." I say in a serious tone. "That's what he said." And you believed him? Dumbass. "He is not a good person Kian. I know its been years but some people don't change, and one of those people is him." I say sighing walking to my bed and sitting on the edge. "I think you need to smoke sis." What? I've never even thought of doing drugs in my life so when he says this I hesitate. "Is it bad for you?" I ask. He shakes his head no, and holds one finger up signaling that he'll be back in just a second. I wait patientley checking my phone, no messages or notifications of course the only notifications I get is either from Shawn or family. Shortly after, Kian walks in with a small bag that is green and has a pot leaf on it. He takes a sit next to me and opens the bag revealing a pipe that is glass and its clear, it has a bug on the handle fake of course. He tells me that it changes colors as you smoke out of it. He pulls out a small pill bottle with some weed in it, opening it he holds it to my nose. "Smells good doesn't it?" It actually really does. I nod. He takes a book from my stand and opens the pill bottle dumping some of the pot onto the book he than begins to break it into small pieces after he puts the bud into the pipe, and grabs a lighter from the bag and hands me the pipe and lighter, "You get first hit." I look at him taking the pipe and lighter into my hands I bring the piece to my lips and light the weed it burns but I inhale and I'm instantly high of that first hit. I blow the smoke out, coughing I hand the pipe to Kian which he than does the same. I'm inlove and I want more. "How do I get my own?" I ask. He smiles and says, "I got you sis, family discount." Im confused at what he means but he explains to me how its gonna work and I go along with it. I would need to buy my own lighter and pipe though. Should I tell Shawn that I smoked? And that I want to contunie to smoke? Me and Shawn smoking together "watching netflix" sounds pretty damn great so I decide to tell him. Kian has already gone back to playing with Jaycee and I thank him for smoking me up. Now it's time to tell Shawn. I go searching the house for him and end up finding him in the basement playing video games on his xbox, he is in a bean bag chair and has his legs propped up on the tv stand, pop on the side of chair and a bag of chips in his lap. "Hey sexy." I say sitting down on the purple bean bag next to him. He smiles, "Hey gorgous." He says reaching over and placing a kiss on my cheek. "How do you feel about me smoking?" He looks at me funny. "You smoke?" I laugh a little. "Well I just did upstairs with Kian, and babe I really enjoyed it." He grabs my hand. "Baby, don't worry i will always support your decisions besides its gonna be fun having my girlfriend to smoke with." I bite my lip. "You smoke?" Why didn't he tell me? "Well not often, just a few times with some friends but if you wanna start we can start together." I nod. The rest of the day consists of movies and smoking. Before I knew it it was already time for bed and I passed the fuck out. Today started off bad but than turned into a good day. I'm hoping tomorrow is filled with positive vibes.