Her Bully (S.M.)

Chapter 13

It's funny how boys can pretend they're Inlove with you and than one little bad thing happens and BAM that sweet boy you were Inlove with turns into a monster. And that's how it is. That's all it's ever been. Broken hearts and nightmares. I thought Shawn was different. I thought he was gonna be the one to save me, not break me..I thought wrong, so wrong. And the worst part is I'm Inlove with that monster.

*2 days later*

"Carter." I hear My brothers voice. I slowly open my eyes. I look around confused. "What happened," I squeal. "Where's Shawn?" Yes. Shawn is all I can think about at this very moment. "Carter are you okay." Answer my FUCKING QUESTION. I look at him. "Where is he, why did you do that to him! He didn't deserve it." You did. I unhook all the cords on my body and get up. "Carter, No! Where are you going?" Kian yells. I'm going to find my boyfriend you asshole. "To Shawn." I run to the door. But Kian beats me to the door. "Move you fucking pussy!" I scream in his face. And slide down him crying, falling to the ground. I just want my boyfriend. What's going on. Why is this happening? Why me, why now? "If you aren't going to let me leave. Give me my phone. I need to text Shawn, and I need to text him NOW." I snap. He reaches into his bag and grabs my iPhone5c. I snatch it out of his hand and pull up my contacts and search Shawn. I press message Recipient.

Carter;
Shawn babe where are you, I don't know what's going on and I miss you.

I press send and lay back on the floor. Two minutes past and I receive a message from Shawn.

Shawn;
why are you still messaging me you ugly whore. I said we were done! Go kill yourself already.

What? What's going on. I begin to cry. Confused.

"This is all your fault." I yell at Kian. He looks at me. "Carter what the fuck are you talking about." Really! You fucking punched my boyfriend. Now he hates me. "You know." I say. "Oh." I say as my voice cracks and begin to cry more. I try and think of what happened the other night. I hold my head. THINK CARTER THINK! Ugh.

Meh;
Shawn I'm so confused what's going on..

I text him and stand up. "When can I leave." I ask Kian. He sighs. "Not for another week, Carter you were in a coma." Wait. What? Now I really need to know what happened. "I can't stay here." I tell him making my way towards the door. "Carter!" He yells. I don't listen. I open the door knob slowly and walk out, just like that. I don't care. They can't keep me in here. They just can't. I need to get to Shawn..."Miss, you need to go back to your room." A short skinny blonde hair girl says. I ignore her directions. And walk toward the elevator of the hospital. "Miss, you need to go back." She walks in front of me trying to push me back. I push her out of my way. "I'm not staying here, I need to get to Shawn!" I cry to her. I press the elevator button and get in. "Carter?" I hear a squeaky voice say from behind me. I turn around to see... Him. My Bully. I hesitate and turn around. "S-am?" It's him. He wraps his arms around me. Excuse you. "Yes, I'm here." I push him off me. "Why are you here?" I say aggressive. He gives me a look that says he's innocent but he's not. "I came to see you, of course." I puff. "Well I don't want to see your face, now please leave." I turn around only to be turned right back. Stop! "Shh you don't mean that." Yes I do. "Yes I do, now if you would please let go, I need to go to Shawn." He gives me a confused look. "Shawn," Yes Shawn. "You're going to go back to a guy who put you in this situation?" Than it hits me.. Shawn beat me. That's why I'm here! Oh my god. I cover my mouth and begin to cry. Sam wraps me into his chest and for once I let him. Once we reach the main floor we walk out still in each other's arms. I let go of him. "Are you ok?" He asks with charming eyes. Ha. I'm totally not not falling for this boy? No. Gross. "Yes I'm fine, thank you." He smiles and I roll my eyes. "If you are trying to get together with me. It's not gonna work, I love Shawn," I begin to remove my Hospital gown. "Plus why would I date my Bully?" I laugh alittle. I take my gown leaving me in the same Black Victoria secret Bra And Underwear. Sam looks at me shocked. Um what? I throw the gown at him. "Give that back to the nurses, I'm ditching." I peace. And walk out the front doors. I get hoots and hollers but I ignore. All I could think about was Shawn. I was determined to go get him back. But I was also scared. What if he kills me? Probably be better if he did. Than me doing it myself. I decided to wait a couple days. Than I'd go talk to him. I arrive to my house. I open the door and run upstairs going into my bathroom I turn the hot water on and look in the mirror to see a big bruise all the way down my cheek. Omg. I hold my cheek, falling into my thoughts.

*flash back*

"Shawn I Love you." I cry.
He smacks me across my face. "That's the thing, I don't love you." He laughs cruelty.

*flash back over*

Crying I remove my bra and underwear and get into the tub. I just don't even understand. How could this happen? He was so good at pretending he loved me, yet It was all just a very hurtful lie. I soak for about a hour or two. I do the usual, shave my legs and wash my hair, ect. Once I'm finished I throw on red pajama pants with black hearts on them and a plain black t-shirt. I hear the front door open and I know it's Kian. I walk down stairs brushing my hair. "Hey Kian." I say smiling. He looks at me weird. "Are you ok?" He asks. I give him a thumbs up, plopping down on the couch setting the brush beside me and pulling my phone out. No text from Shawn. I sigh and turn on the T.V.
"Guy beats his girlfriend, leaving her in a coma for two days. Police say the girl left the hospital saying she needed to see him. Please if you find Carter Lawley," I hear them announce on screen which makes me lean toward the screen, they put a pic of me on the screen. "Please contact us at 523-443-332." They place one photo of me and Shawn. My mouth drops open. HOW IS THIS ON THE NEWS? I mean why would someone even care if I was missing anyways and really? Tell The whole world that my boy- ex boyfriend beat me? This is ridiculous. I storm into the kitchen and tell Kian to call them right now and explain to them that I'm just fine "And that I'm gonna sew them for exposing Shawn like that! I puff. And watch him pull out his phone and call them. From the corner of my eye I see flashing and talking coming from outside. I walk over and open the shades to see a bunch of paparazzi outside my house. I open the window. "Get out of here." I scream flipping them all off, but it doesn't help. I close the curtain. Just fricking amazing. I laugh to myself. Great job Carter. Should I just go to sleep and never wake up? I think yes I throw my self down the couch and close my eyes, slowly drifting to sleep.