There seems to be a gun pointed at my head. One that will fire a bullet into my brain if I say one thing out of line. Every belief I have had I cannot show in fear that gun will kill me. Everything I did was for her but she never acknowledged it. She is my friend and I hate that, I love her but she doesn't love me. I now know she is the one behind the gun. She controls my life the way she wants it to be. Even though I would take the bullet for her, I wonder if what I try to do is even worth it. I read her stories whenever I get the chance but she never reads mine, now I think if trying to love her is even worth the pain now. Should I give up in her, or keep trying with no prevail? She loves me as a brother, nothing more. She loves him, I don't trust him. What should I do? I have told h er what I think about everything but she only thinks of herself I guess. I think it is time to move on. Yes, I say that I know deep inside I won't. There will always be a spot in my torn apart heart for her. If she only could see then she would understand.
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Twisted Thoughts From a Twisted Mind
Truyện NgắnA book explaining the demon inside me trying to get out. The sad, depressing demon that I keep down with fake happiness.
