Green Eyes (Niall Horan)

12. Arms

AU

Hey so i was listening to 'arms' by Christina Perri so yh its based on that :) And listen to Penguin by Christina Perri while reading this :)

Rose

Lailas POV

Its been a week since Niall and i left Paris. Its was best 2 days of my life and since we've only been together for like 4 weeks it was just mind blowing and hes just to good for me i dont know how i even managed to get a guy like him. I never thought someone like him would hold my heart he just charged into my life with his swag and adorableness and i cant beleive it, its just happened so fast, not that thats a bad thing just so sudden.

And when he has his arms around me and im home, i think it'd be easier for him to leave me, he would get a girl as soon as he put his left foot out that door. And even though he could i bet i could leave this relationship behind a thousand times and he'd still want me back and thats why i dont deserve him, hes to nice and loving and i dont think im the same, im just a bit of a asshole.

I hope that he can see through my walls that i need him more and more everyday though i know he will make stronger and someday he can let me go and i can fly, though ill always be there with him. And i think that im falling for me and i need him to be there to catch me before i hit that ground. I've never let someone so close to me before except maybe Meila though she has been with me through all of the shit i've been through.

Since these feelings have been arouse it feels like that world is collapsing on to me and i cant think of a reason that he should feel the same way, well that anyone should. I just never wanna leave him, i wanna be with him all the time! I've always tried my best never tell the truth to never admit to myself that i feel have those kinda feelings towards someone not just Niall and I've opened up to anyone like that. Telling i cut was one of harest things, not even my best friends know about it! I dont think i ever truly loved till he put his arms around me of pushed his lips to mine, or ever will!

When he puts his arms around me i'm home.

AU

There yah go my bitchlets ill probably not update soon haha laters

Rose;)